Secrets I have held in my heart Are harder to hide than I thought Maybe I just wanna be yours I wanna be yours
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Lando's POV: „That's it man, you did it. Well done Lando!" they shouted over the radio. And there was the moment I've waited so long for. For such a long time I thought about how this moment will be, and now it's there. My first P1 in a race. I haven't even realised that Max and me battled for P1 the whole race. Lewis and Valtteri crashed just after some laps and stayed behind us the whole time. It must have been very interesting for the fans to watch me and Max today. We must have battled till the last two laps.. Then he spinned in one curve, just for some seconds but enough for me to extend the lead and enough for me to reach the finishing line before him. And that now, today, on this day that was so important for me, even without the race. And now I won. First place, the first time for me in Formula 1.
When I woke up today, everything I thought about was the secret that I wanted to share with the world today. The secret I thought I would never tell to the fans, because I thought I would get such a big shitstorm for it. But now, I don't care. I thought about it. Today is the best day, for an outing. Yea, you heard right. Today is international pride day, I guess there couldn't have been a better day to tell the people the truth about me. What I feel, how I feel..I thought it would always stay a secret, just for me. But now it's out there. I haven't had the time so see the reactions, but to be honest. I don't want to see it. Because I don't care what the people think about it. I am who I am and I'm more than fine with it. I'm happy, and they should be happy about that.
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Liked by charles_leclerc, carlossainz55 and 892.514 others @landonorris You know, I thought about how I would tell you for such a long time. But I guess the whole truth will be the best way.
This flag means so damn much to me, to have it with me every race.
Today is international pride day, maybe the best time to tell you, yeah I'm gay. And that's completely okay. In F1 or every other sport. It shouldn't be a big deal, cause its normal. But people still say being homosexual is like an illness, something they can heal in some years. Crap.
I'm completely happy with who I am and I would never want it to change.
Have a great day mates, share it with your loved ones, #loveislove🏳️🌈🧡
I really had to think about it for some seconds. Luckily I had some minutes do think about what really happened, while parking behind the 1st sign. Of course I had to celebrate this amazing moment with the team. Some minutes after I just stood in front of them while they still congratulated me. I noticed that Carlos got P3 when he suddenly came to me, so I jumped into his arms. We stayed like this for some seconds then I looked at him again. „I've seen you and Max the whole time, well done Lando." he said, that made me smile even more. „Thanks, and congrats to P3." Like I did thousands of times before, I had to stare at his beautiful, brown eyes. When he told me he would leave McLaren I literally thought it could destroy our friendship. Carlos is my best friend and to lose him would really break my heart, he means to damn much to me. But now I know, I've never lost him, even if we're in different teams now, we're still having this strong bond between us. Sure I thought about it, that I'm starring at him sometimes..I think he knows that, but he never said anything about it. To be honest, maybe sometimes I hoped that he would stare at me too, but I guess in his opinion we're just best friends. I don't even know if I really feel something for him, it's just this strange feeling when I'm with him. I feel so..happy and secure..
