But I Still Want You | Park Jimin × Reader Fanfic |

~•Chapter 2•~

7:30 am ~

I'm still not used to these nightmares. It's been four years since Jimin left me and these nightmares trigger me every night. Why can't I just move on? Why is it so hard for me?

Pushing aside all these thoughts, I started my day with a puffy face. I stood in front of the mirror to see what a piece of shit I was looking like. My hair looked like those Indian yogis who spent most of their life in forests without caring to comb their hair once in a lifetime. I must shampoo my hair.

Within 25 mins I washed up and got dressed in a formal outfit. I got two poached eggs and two slices of toasted breads ready for my breakfast. After filling up my stomach, I set off for work.

I worked as an editor for ," Rage", a very reputed company selling exclusive apparels. It hires really hot models for its advertisements. I get a good amount of salary which is actually more than enough for a living. So you all might think what a fool I am if I have so much money and yet be this sad that I wished everyday of not existing anymore. Money satisfies your worldly desires. What about your feelings? Give it a thought. You'll find the answer.I'm sure .

I entered the office and got the usual view of everyone being busy bees. I sat at my desk and started working on the recent project.
After two hours, we had our break time.I went to the cafeteria and ordered a latte and took a seat.

* Flashback *

" Let's head to the canteen, Y/N!!"

" Wait Jimin, let me put my things back into my backpack."

"Okay okay, I'm waiting", he said rolling his eyes.

" Yep. I'm ready. Let's go!"

We walked through the corridors and none of our friends missed a chance to tease us.
"There goes our Romeo and Juliet", said Jungkook as he smirked at us.

Jimin mouthed him " shut up idiot " and laughed.

"Hey you two! Want me to give you some company? We can have an " EatJin" show in the canteen", said Jin wrapping an arm around Jimin's shoulder.

Suddenly, Namjoon showed up. He pulled Jin aside and whispered," Can't you just let the two love birds have fun. Come with me , I have some important work to do. I'll be needing your help. " Jin promised to catch up with us later and followed Namjoon.

We both got hold of an empty seat at the canteen. Jimin went to the counter and came back with two cups of latte and chocolate cookies. He placed the tray on the table and started sipping on his latte. I was carving structures on the milk foam with the little spoon the canteen staff provided us.
Jimin asked with curiosity in his eyes," what are you drawing babe?"

I smiled and answered," your name ".

He grinned and said," I see you've written " JP" . Does it stand for Jimin Park??"

I shook my head,"No, think a little bit more."

He got lost in thinking about the answer and gave up. So I had to reveal it.

"It stands for ' JIMINIE PABO'!!" I laughed at him and ran away leaving him processing what just happened.
He started whining," I'll kill this Taehyung someday. I wonder what else he must've been telling you about me !! Hey Y/N wait! No point of running I'll catch u anyway."

* End of flashback *

"Yo girl wassup", I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Joy. The only colleague in this office who understands me the most. I wiped off my tears and looked at her with a smile.

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