This is when it got really bad. I got bullied so much. Anyway, when i was in sixth grade, at the end of each day, i would go to campfire. It was this stupid after school program that my parents signed me up for. Ew. My bf also went there so i wasnt all alone. We started dating the summer before this year. He asked me out in the swimming pool. He was my first bf. During the year, haleigh started telling myra that i start drama all the time and that i ruin everything. She also told me that myra did the same thing. I was wondering why she was mad at me yet she was wondering why i was mad at her. Eventually i told my teacher that something was up so she had haleigh myra and i sit in a circle so we could discuss what was up. She lied and said that she didnt say anything about myra to me, but she admitted to saying things about me to myra. Even after that myra didnt like me. I was friends with the fifth graders and my bf was a fifth grader. He always denied that we were dating when people ask, but i could care less. Near the end if the year he broke up with me. But that was the least of my worries. On instagram an a person followed me so i checked out their page. It was a hate account. At first i thought it was Zoe, but i knew she wouldnt do that. The next day i was talking to Mackenzie and she said that Haleigh made the account. I dont know why. When the rumors went around, the teacher found out. She talked to me and asked if i was okay. I said yes even though that was a lie. I wasnt okay. I was depressed and i wanted to cry every single second. But i pushed back my tears and pretended it didnt bother me. That was the wring thing to do. By each day, i felt worse and worse. I was bottling everything up inside of me. I acted all tough and stuff, but inside i was being ripped apart with every word they threw at me. During the last week of school i said something was messed up. I dont remember what i said was messed up though. Then zoe shot back and said ur mom is messed up. i told her to shut up and then the tears came streaming down my face. At the end of class i stood alone until the bell rang. Then zoe came up to me and i felt like i was going to explode or shrink into a tiny ball. She told me she was srry. That she shouldnt have said it especially since she knew my mom was involved with drugs. She told me she could relate, but no one can relate. She has a mom. I dont. I accepted he apology anyway and walked away. Conner, my ex, asked why i was crying, buy i told him to leave me alone. Then i went home and cried myself to sleep as usual.
