Unexpected news

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"Nova please." I beg to her.

I have to go to and interview and I can't bring her because it would just be hard but she doesn't want me to leave. I fed her to try get her to go to sleep again which worked but after 10 minutes, she woke up and started crying again.

I hate seeing her cry and now she is teething, all she wants to do is be with me.

"Que you have to come with me then." I say rocking Nova so she would stop crying.

We finish getting ready and then get into the car and drive to the interview. Finneas and I sat down with the interviewer and started the interview. Mom, dad Claudia and Que were behind the cameras with Nova on Que's hip watching me.

"Mama" She said holding her arms out to me.

She started getting a little fussy and Que tried to calm her down but she wanted me. He puts her in my lap and I rock her so she will calm down. I play with her toy but she starts to pull on my top. I try to make her stop and distract her but she wanted feeding.

Que gives me his jacket so I could get my boob out and not flash anyone. She latches on and I rub her back and answer the questions.

"So are you trying for another kid?" The interviewer asked.

"Oh um we haven't really thought about it. Well we want like 3 or 4 kids but we are kinda letting it just happen." I say. I have been asking for a baby for like a week now but we aren't ready yet.

Que said he wants a baby and he promises that he won't leave me. He said he left because he was shocked, worried, scared, and he didn't know what do do but when he saw me on social media having a good time and I was happy being pregnant he regretted leaving me and he missed me.

The interview ended and we got back into the car. Que drives back home and when we get in I make a salad and a smoothie for Que and I. I make some vegan scrambled eggs for Nova and I give her some of my smoothie.

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"Mama" nova said bluntly. "Yes baby?" I say. She starts pulling on my shirt and whining. I sit down on the couch and lift up my shirt. I pull down my bra and she laches on. While she is being fed, I go on my phone and she starts playing with my necklaces. "You like them?" I ask.

"Hey mamas" Que says walking into the living where I was. "Hey baby" I say. He sat down next to my and put his head on my shoulder. He stroked Nova's hair and stuck his tongue out at her which made her laugh.

"We should have another baby" He said out of no where. "really?" I ask shocked. "Yeah. We are dating again and we might as well have another kid. Plus I want to see you with a little baby bump because I didn't last time." He said looking into my eyes and smiling.

"I want another but not right now" I say. He pouts and looks back at Nova. "do you want a baby brother or sister?" He asks her. Nova looked back at me and continued playing with my chains. We both laugh and he kisses her forehead.

"I bet you looked cute pregnant" He said. "I did." I said. I went on my camera roll and found pictures from when I was pregnant and showed Que. "Damn you still look fine as hell" He said when I showed him.

"Shut up" I laugh "I was fucking in pain" I mumble.