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Part 2-

I want to understand, understand what is happening. I got up from the floor and walked to my truck, scared to what might appear in front of me, I walked a little faster.  I didn’t notice how sweaty I was until I got into my truck; my long black hair was so wet, as though I just came out of the shower. I don’t know how long I was sitting in the corner after it happened, it was getting darker and colder, and I needed to get home before my mother starts getting worried.

I got home in 10 minutes, as I was getting out of my truck, I saw a very angry looking woman standing outside my house, and angry might be an understatement. She was young, with long black hair like mine sticking out in every direction as though she was in a fight, but I know why it looked like that, she was worried about me. Her arms were crossed, lips tightened and eyes so furious.

‘Hi, Mum’ I smiled shyly trying to ease the situation; my head was tilted down as I entered the house. ‘Where have you been, I was worried sick about you?’  She said painfully, she closed the door with the utmost power she had. ‘I was at school, you know... studying with...erm Luke’ I said as I looked up at her, trying to make it as believable as I can. ‘Next time please call me or something’ she said as her worried lines on her forehead disappeared, ‘I don’t want what happened to Sam....?’ I ran up the stairs before she can finish that sentence of, she knows I hate it when she bring him up. Sam was my little brother, he was 5 when he vanished and then found dead. I don’t like to talk about it. I chucked my bag on the dark floor, ignoring my mum as I closed and locked my door. My room was average size, not a normal teenage girls room, I am not the type who likes pink and has boy band poster on there wall, I don’t care about those things. Not anymore. I got changed and when to my bathroom to wash my face, I looked at myself in the mirror, I looked so different, my face was pale, I had dark circles around my eyes as though I haven’t slept for days’, I looked so tired and plain.  I closed my eyes as I held on to the sink the visions where coming, I knew it.

It was dark and chilly I could hardly see anything, but I saw the figure, it wasn’t facing me, it look like a human but I knew it wasn’t, ‘Show yourself’ I screamed ‘What do you want from me?’ I shouted I was beginning to shake; no doubt I was scared for my life, the figure was wearing black, like always but this time the wings they were gone and it looked like a human. I knew this thing was a boy, the arms was so muscular, the shoulder, the short black midnight hair, everything about it screamed I am a boy.  The figure moved vary slowly as it turned my way, I thought to my self ‘I’m going to see it’ but did really want to see it. I moved back as far as I can as the figure turned and.....

The impact of falling on the floor of my bathroom got me back to reality, so many thoughts when around my head, confused, why me and what is going on. I was so close to seeing its face, so, so close. I picked myself up and got out of the bathroom. I jumped on my bed, trying to hide from my visions and everything. After 20 minutes of trying to sleep my mother said she was going out and reminded me to eat dinner.

The next day I got ready for school put on my usual cloths which are dark blue jeans with a white top and my grey hoody, I quickly eat breakfast and said bye to my mother giving her a kiss on the cheeks. The car park was packed today, it was unusually quite and everyone was looking at the same direction. As I got out of my truck I through my hoody on hiding myself, I didn’t want people to notice me, it is not like they notice me anyway. Whatever was happening there was not my business so I walked inside the school building as quick as I can, using what ever they are distracted by to my advantage. I liked it when the corridors are empty, it means no one is bushing you, it means peace and quite. I freely walked to my locker getting out my books for the first period. I was surprised when no one came into the school building yet, I can only see teacher going to the class room preparing for there lessons. At this point I was confused to what is happening and it made me think why I didn’t go and see what everyone was looking at. I walked to my registration room, no one was there so I took my usual seat at the back, and unfortunately Luke isn’t in my registration class, which means I have no one to talk to.  I liked to keep myself to myself; I am a shy person and people might think I am weird.  I covered my head down as I started to hear footprints and people talking, I new everyone was coming in to registration, they were talking about something and to be truthful I didn’t care, the boys and girls in this school like to gossip, a lot. I just sat there in the back corner looking out the window, sometime I wonder what is really out there, why we are here, in this world I mean. I notice that the class went quite and I looked to see what was going on, there was a boy standing near the door, he had short black hair, he was wearing a leather jacket and leather boots which made him look like a badass. He does look scary but good looking at the same time. ‘’ You must be the new student’’ Mrs Green said as she ushered him in to the room, the class was quite and eager to know who this new boy was. ‘’ introduce yourself to your new class mates’’ said Mrs Green, to say she was frightened by the new boy was an understatement; I slightly smirked, finding the situation enticing.  ‘’ Hi, I’m new and my name is Mark QUES’’ he said as he looked uninterested by the dirty looks the boys were giving him and the lustful looks the girls where giving him. He seemed like he didn’t care. ‘’go and sit down anywhere you like Mark’’ he looked around the class room, and I covered my head down and pulled my hood down hoping he wouldn’t see me or sit next to me.