Before it's too late~Soukoku Oneshots

Before it's too late

Under the sky so blue, the sound of the music in the air. The Port Mafia gathers at the countryside, away from the bustling city of Yokohama. It's a day to take a break, to celebrate that a member has finally found his forever happiness.

Chuuya greeted the guest while a tall figure watched from afar. 'Dazai-san, why did you invite me here...Akutagawa doesn't seem to want me here...' He realised Dazai has been staring at the redhead for ages, barely touched the glass of champagne in his hand.

'Dazai san?'

'Hm?'

'You've staring at Chuuya san ever since we got here. Why don't you talk to him?'

'I could have if he doesn't keep avoiding me-' Dazai had a little anger in his voice which scared Atsushi a bit. 'Sorry just lashed out a bit. I need some air.'

Dazai got the chance to catch Chuuya in the hallways, finally they're alone.

'Dazai!.' Chuuya jumped in surprised, 'Didn't see you there...'

'Chuuya...'

'Im happy that you came...no insult can ruin my day, Osamu. Haha like "I found someone my size..."' Chuuya gave a weak chuckle, but couldn't look up to look at his dark brown eyes. He just wanted to get out of there.

'Chuuya,' Dazai lightly lifted Chuuya chin, forcing him to look at him, 'Why are you avoiding me?'

Speechless, Chuuya only stared into Dazai's brown eyes, the horrific stare that he thought was gone when Dazai left the Port Mafia, the stare that gave him chills up his spine. He use to feel so scared of it, but now all he can feel is anger.

Dazai was pushed away. Chuuya can't take it anymore, he can't pretend anymore.

'Do you how many hours I cried that night?' He screamed,

'Do you how lonely I felt when you just disappeared and left me here in this abyss that you knew I am chained to my whole life?'

'I did come back!' Now Dazai was shouting too, 'I wanted to come back and save you and give you the freedom you deserved! I wanted to give you a safe home in this world...'

'I only belong to a past you want to forget.'

'Please Chuuya...'

'Well its too late. In this four years I found my wife, my own happiness without you bastard in it and I'm not going to let you ruin everything again!'

Dazai watched his partner walked away, his feet stuck to the ground.

"Im not going to let you ruin everything again!"

These words still spinning in his mind.

Holding back tears, screaming inside, Dazai kept walking through the hallways, turn after turn, his vision was blurred up by the tears, barely can see where he's heading.

'Dazai san...' a woman's voice called from behind.

The wedding ceremony

The bride walks down the aisle, every step seems to be forever, but also another step closer to the decision of his life. Chuuya still waver on every decision till this time. Head stuck in a cloud, everything was a rush, without even the time to think clearly he was pushed over of ruthless life and tripped over every decision, which way is right or wrong. It use to be so clear when he's around.

Browns eyes met the blue ones, absorbed into it. It was an endless blue sky with white clouds all over, if only he could reach the through it and find what he was so familiar with so many years.

The bride now hand in hand with the groom, she turned around to the guest with a big smile, but when he made contact with Dazai, instead she gave a pleading look.