If I go through the plan do you promise you will love me? #2

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Yesterday was a blur. I remember most of it but then again not all. Something happened yeterday, with Wayne. I don't remember what but I can feel it. I remember coming home from school. Finishing my homework and eating dinner. I went up stairs into my bedroom and lay in bed. The stares peeking out of the clouds. I could here a train pass by. Yes peaceful, but then again I remember head pain. I also remember falling.

Wait, now I remember. Remember something smathing through the window. Causing the glass to shatter. I ran up closer to see what caused it to blow up. I felt a piece of glass slash my foot. Blood gushing faster and faster. Deep and stinging pain was all that I could see, feel and think of. Suddenly, I hear a scream from my window. Piercing my ears. Fear filled my body. Goospumps covered my skin. The cold wind blew through my window and circled around me. I felt death. 

(The next view ( Wayne's) will also tell so stuff that are happening to Jewel as he tells his side of view. Vote please.)

*Wayne*

Hurt and desperate for help.  My tears hurt everytime the drope hits my chest as I site on my bed. It's like my tear is burning through my clothes and skin. Reaching my heart and burning it. Every second of my life from now and on changed. People changed, so did Jewel.

It started out with yesterday. Sitting down stairs and watching t.v. Still feeling sad from her answer, but not as I was in school. I was there, sitting on the sofa. Thinking of how Jewel feels at the moment. I can still see the emotions in her eyes tell me no. It hurt but a promise she has made, and so did I. A knock on my door is the only sound that snaped me out of my thinking bubble. Like any other human, I walked to the door and asked the quetion.

" Who is it?" I asked.

I thought I knew the voice that answered. So soft and tender. Sweet and yet so shy. I opened the door to discover. A girl standing in front of me. Looked so, so  familiar but the eyes were not. Black. Black eyes staring at me. Watching my moves.

"umm um Jewel?" I said trying to get some words out.

" Yes. Yes that is me." The girl said looking right at me.

"Jewel is that really you I mean you have never come to my house before."

" Shush, and now listen. I am not who you think I am. I am not normal. You will find that out soon. Trust me, you would not want to hang around with me anymore." She said making it clear and the words so sharp as they flew out of her lips.

I am not in my mind. I don't understand what's going on. I thought I did know her. More then anyone else in the school. By know her more I mean what's she like and her hobbies and stuff but this is just *weird*. I turned around to look into my house, thought I did hear a sound coming from the kitchen. To my surprise,  it caught me. I felt pain. Blood flowing out and a bang. I was on the floor laying, hurt and in a coma. I did not hear, see. I was in a state of unconsciousness.

 I woke up broken. I don't know if Broken is the right word but yes. My heart had a crack and I felt like I had one also in my brain from last nights hit. What can I say, I am a chick magnet, or more like a chick target! I feel like I stuck my head in front of a wiped soccer ball or a vollyball being over handed. Need some Advil I thought to my self rubbing my head. I am still not sure what really happened. I only know that Jewel is mad at something and that she has one stronge hand!

It happened so fast, I nearly died. Well now I am over exadurating but yes. I thought I was going to die. My head hurts like hell! I still don't and will never believe that event. Anyways I am walking to school now, the day can't any worser right?

Okay so I was walking to my locker. So far, so good. Nothing bad, just the same old school with the same people and the same old locker. Smells like gym socks!

 " Agh, gross!" I said loudly.

The smell stinks like rotten eggs or something. I turned around to see where the smell was coming from.

" Hey, buddy wacha doin?" A guy said gangasta like.

" Hey Jason, nothing just the same old life." I said calmly.

" Listen, I hear you have been hanging out with that new girl. what's her name, oh right Jewel is it?" Jason pointed out. Don't you mean used too? I thought to myself. I wanted to hang out with Jewel. I really did. It's fun being around her. I really dug into her. She was much more shy when we just met. I thought my goal was done. To befriend Jewel. Then again the plan did not go so well. I still see her. Though not off school ground. I only see her in school when we pass by each other or when we have the same class.

"Hey man I was wondering, you would do a favour for me right? A small one. Can you tell Jewel that i think she is HAWT?"

"WH-A-T? No man, not ever. Sorry find someone else to be you messanger. I screamed at him as I turned back to walk to class.

I felt bad. Taking out my anger at Jason. I mean he just wanted me to tell Jewel. Yet again even if I would have not screamed at him, I would still not tell Jewel. It's done I was thinking. No more buds. My heart ached. twisting and turning everytime I thought of her. There at my house.

There, I see her! I screamed in my head. I was lunch. Time to go feed my hunger, but my hunger was not for food. I wanted to see Jewel. I gasped for air as I ran to the cafeteria. Need to slow down. I probably lost like five kg running this fast. I could already see the glow of her face. That perfect kin of hers. I gotta chat to her. For a minute. Find out what happened last night. I stoped a few feet away. she looked at me. Its like her eyes saw through my head. Knew what I was thinking and about to ask. No, that was not it. She turned away. She knew this is not the right time to argue. I took a step closer. My eyes pierced straight to her face. Then another after another step I shook my nerves off. Trying to let the words flow out by them selfs. Thinking of the next word what I was gonna say and then  -

" Wayne, please don't over think this." Jewel said, steping closer to me. " I don't want you to. Remember the promise?" Jewel said steping even closer to me.

At the moment I was looking down at the floor. I felt the pressure heating up between me and her. I don't want to start a fight.

"Jewel, why did you come to my house last night?" I said fast but clear.

"What? I did never. I was out of town last night visiting my releatives. I never ever came to your house!" She said confused.

"Don't lie to me. We talked. I asked you if it was you and *she* said you are you. What am I supose to be thinking it was a random girl dressed and that looked like you just came to my house, said it was you then tell me a speech and hit my head?" I said. Now I am just pissed. How could she lie to me like this? I sounded crazy but true!

"What are you talking about Wayne? Who hit you on the head? What was I doing there? Who was the girl?" she said adding last as Wayne tell me and it was not me.

"You know what Jewel. Okay have it your way. Lie all you want and just leave me alone okay? Good bye!" I said as I walked away. That's all. I am done with her. Lying to me like this. This could not be happening. What was I thinking? Was I going crazy? Is this all true and was I just dreaming?

Tried and hungry. I left school at lunch and never came back to finish off the day. I don't care if I miss a class. I don't care if my marks go down I just want one and only one thing. The truth. I felt my blood rush through my veins. This is it, I thought. I was going mental!

 * 8 months later*

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