Light blazed through window. Chirping birds flew by my house. Calm and soothing clouds flouted across the sky. Waking up to this very bright day is most of everyones dream, just to relax and let the day go by your eyes. Well not really for me! After last night I did not get that much sleep. I just wanted to rest in my bed and lay. My body is killing me. How much energy in needed just to go bowling then the next day be able to stand? My whole body was pulling me to the floor. Telling me just don't go to school, miss it. Go back the next day, but I can't. I have to go... and see him. I get this warm feeling in my stamach. Twisting and turn everytime I look in his eyes. Everytime I hear him talk, and everytime he looks at me. I can't hear anything but Wayne. Wayne, Wayne, Wayne why do you have to be so beautiful. A great personality and humour is not the only thing that makes me want to fall back. It's his boyish smile that hurts my heart the most. Pain feels my heart and crosses my lungs, making it unbelieveably hard to breathe. The words get stuck in my throat. Can't talk but listen.
Anyways, why am I laying in my bed on this beautiful day when I can meet the man of my imagination and go through this day just like any other? Still laying on my bed singing to one of my fave songs in the world that really help me through a crazy morning - singing :
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovation
Feel the rain on your skin......
Gosh, I thought. Natasha bedingfield rocks!
*Ring - the school bell*
Oh no, I will be late to class! Rushing through the crowded hall way making my way to my locker. Phew... I need to rest. Get my head straight. Know the next thing I am going to say before telling them to the person standing behind me waiting for me to turn around. I can feel the warmth of his body. Making it even harder to turn. I was paralized in my spot. Yes! I was thinking. He was going to come around him self not waiting for me to speak. He was coming for me not me to him. Yes, that is what's going to happen I thought.
*Wayne*
Beautiful! Glowing with light, as beautiful as ever Jewel was standing there! I can smell her perfume aroma circleing around me. Here is the chance I thought. I can do it. Just go for it and say what you got. It's hard, scary and it will hurt if goes right pass me. I know this could happen but there is still at least a 0.01% chance it can cause pain in my chest. My heart is pounding like it will exploud!
" Jewel, will you go out with me?"
*Jewel*
I was just standing there, not a movment. Maybe he was just kidding? I felt light headed. I slowly made the turn to stand face to face with him. My mouth was stuck half open. I wanted to cry but held my self back. To soon I thought. Words had to some how flow out of my mouth. I need to focus. My first word that came out of my mouth sounded like a dying cat. All twisted and squeaky.
" Wh--a-tt?" I squeaked
Yes, I am soo smooth. -.-"
" Well Jewel, I have been thinking for a while now and you are nice, sweet, STRONG, and have a great personality and well I want you to be "my" girl. What do you say?" Wayne smoothly and calmly said.
* Blushing*
I felt my face turning red like a tomato. Dizzy, I am getting sick, but not from him. After all this is my first ever person to ask me out who I did admire.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
"No." I said trying not to look fake
I saw it. I saw his smile fade away. That boyish smile that kept me happy everyday waiting to go to school. I knew this hurt him. He now thinks of me as cold hearted and selfish. I thought gazing into his eyes. I wanted to drope. Drope to his feet and say I lied. To let go of my promise never speak of the clan. To break the law, but I won't and I can't. I feel like my heart was ripping into pieces. I wanted to cry. My eyes started getting ready to pump tears. I bet my eyes looked red. I knew it's over.
"oh." That's all that Wayne said as he started turning to walk away. I had to do something. Cheer him up or just talk to him why *no*.
"Wayne! Wait! Please I -- I- I just don't think the time is right. I am not ready yet and I don't want to rush it. I just don't want if anything goes wrong to ruin our friendship." I said trying to catch up to him.
"Jewel. I can't, and I don't know if I can wait. I think you are awesome and I don't want to miss my chance with you but if your are not ready-" I cut him of with a soft hug. It made me feel better if not him too! I looked into his eyes to see his reaction. I step back and looked around to see if anyone was looking at us.
"Wayne, can we please just wait? Until the time is right? Please I will do anything for you to agree." I said hoping to make his frown lightin up.
" Well, I guess okay..." He said backing up a little.
" Really? You are fine with it?" I said jumping into his arms.
"Yes but just promise me this, you will not date anybody but me first. Only when you are ready. I swear I will wait for you but do you--" I cut him off again.
"Yes, yes , yes , yes I promise" I sang.
This really feels better. He smiled at me. For once my plan worked. It did not fail. My heart was tapped together again. I did not feel any pain. Maybe only the alittle making him wait for me. Yes, this day got better I thought. Maybe this bright morning was just the start, is there more coming?
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The Girl with The Silver Mist Eyes -
Novela JuvenilA girl, a boy and a secret, that's how it always starts. She is no ordinary girl and no one knows what she is. A dream for a normal life is all she wants. She's got a secret, and she is keeping it to her self. This story is about a scared girl who d...
