Chapter 4

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by AFanGirl4evr

by AFanGirl4evr

Hey, I just want to say that FwMJ (book 1) is on a site called novelhd.com, and I didn't put it there. Check to make sure your stories aren't being stolen either. I don't know how it got there, but another one of my stories (Risk) is on there as well and again, I didn't put it there. Be careful and protect your work. -MG

I wanted to cry.

I wanted it all to end right then and there.

I wanted to die.

But that didn't work.

"Tell me something, please. Why did you bring me back?" Ra's huffed and looked away, somewhat annoyed with my current attitude. He grabbed my (bad) arm and dragged me away. I didn't struggle, what's the point.

"Let me ask you something, if J was still alive, would you try to break out of this place again?" What was I supposed to say? Maybe he killed J to teach me a lesson? Or maybe... J died after I had supposedly kicked the metaphorical bucket.

"I... which answer do you want? Saying yes or no won't change the situation as it is. It's all just a pointless reality now." Ra's stayed quiet, but just from knowing him, I could tell he probably was deep in thought.

"Then I have no reason to keep you around. Leave." He dropped me and walked away, not even stopping to do that dramatic turning around thing he does. He actually wants me to leave? I get my freedom back? What's the catch? Just run stupid. You won't get another chance.

I looked back at the corpse and made a mental note to check up on Harley. I picked myself up, rubbed my eyes, and started walking away. I walked outside, trekked down that freezing mountainside, and just bolted like I had nothing better to do. My powers were still weak, but that changed when I crossed the shimmering forcefield in front of me. It was still freezing (hyperthermia don't kill me now) but I could use my powers again.

Where would I go... That's a good question. Everyone probably thought I was dead so going back to camp or directly to J's place was a no. But... maybe I could go back to my old place. Sure it was in ruin, but I just knew that my heart was telling me to go there. Hell, it's where my story began, all because J wanted to get inside of my place. Still don't know why... but I guess I won't be able to find out. A great deal of sadness had cast itself over me once again, but I picked my head up nonetheless.

Time to go home.

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Home sweet home. Oh, how I missed the rubble that nearly killed me, which of course J had caused. Now that I'm thinking about it, J did a lot of things that had nearly killed me. I stored that away as a mental note for later because that's now all in the past. J has joined the dinos, but just like them, I'll bring him back. I couldn't help but scowl at myself, would that be what J wants?

My, deeply questionable thoughts, were interrupted by a crushing pain in my chest. It was like I was pinned to a dartboard, while a bullet train drove three chainsaws through my abdomen. I could see red leaking from my gray shirt and pulled it up to see that I was bleeding from a hole in my chest. When did that get there? I winced in pain as I tried to put pressure on my wound. It hit me a couple of moments later that, before Ra's, I had: death by fallen roof impalement, to which after I bled out several chapters later actually killing me.

I mean, not the way I wanted to go, but everyone dies somehow.