Nowadays// L.s.j fan fiction

First stage

*Lee Soojin pov*

The building that we were in was huge, everyone was joking around trying to distract themselves from how nervous they were. Y/n' hands were shaking so I slowly intertwined her hand with mine in an attempt of calming her down. "You'll do great
Y/n." I whispered in her ear.

Zoa the youngest out of all of us was also really, really nervous for our first stage. She was just so young and I was really proud of her doing so well.

We came into our room and the rooms for our makeup, changing and that stuff.

Jiyoon and Jaehee were vlogging everything that was happening right now so while they were filming I decided to just go change.

I wasn't really paying attention so i just stormed into the changing room not knowing that someone was in there and with my amazing luck it was y/n who was standing there half naked.

"UNNIEEE GET OUT!!" I heard y/n scream at me, not that I blame her, I just barged in when she was changing.

"IM SORRY Y/N" I said back to her. I'm so embarrassed, how am I going to look her in the eye every again after I saw her like that.

My mind was going crazy, my heart was beating faster than ever, I was shaking immensely. I couldn't believe i saw y/n like that.

After a while y/n came out and her whole face was red, it was understandable why so I walked up to her.

"I am so, so, so, sorry for barging in like that, I didn't mean too." I pouted to y/n hoping she would forgive me

"Its okay Unnie, you didn't know and I'm sorry for yelling at you like that" she replied.

I've known Y/n now for a while and I think it's time to drop the honorifics. Whenever she calls me unnie I get this awkward feeling like we aren't close while it's the opposite.

I finally got to change into my outfit so now the only thing that I needed to do was plug in my in-ears. The staff helped me with that and everyone was done, I couldn't believe after all those years of training that we actually got to make our debut, it was so exiting.

It was finally time for us to come on stage, our props for our song were already on the podium and we were ready to shine.

The music started, we started to dance and sing. Everyone did so great, I was so proud of everyone but for some reason the only one who really caught my eye was y/n, every time I had the chance my eyes would lure at y/n, y/n just looked to pretty on stage she was shining and I couldn't keep my eyes of her.

The song unfortunaly ended.. it went by so fast, I wish I could perform all day long with Weeekly. We bowed and then went off stage but I couldn't keep it in anymore and i started to cry. With everything that happened before our debut, with everything that we've been through together, we finally got the chance to make our dreams come true.

Everyone ran to each other and we all started to cry while we were hugging each other. We didn't have much time to cry because we had to monitor our stage to spot some mistakes or things we needed to do better.

While I was monitoring my stage with Jiyoon I noticed that our manager had someone on the phone for y/n, I wondered who could call at a time like this. The next thing that happened I saw y/n crying and packing her stuff.

I walked to y/n to ask her what's wrong but she told me this.

"I just got the word that my grandma died, I couldn't even be with her when they pulled out the plug. I'm going to go to the hospital now, I really need someone right now can you come with me?"

"I'm so sorry this happened to you y/n you didn't deserve all of this. If it's okay with our manager I'll come with you."

Y/n's grandma was always there for her, she supported y/n since the very beginning and I know how much her grandma meant to her. This sucked, this really, really sucked.

I got permission to leave with y/n but before we left I left a note for the rest of weeekly why we had to leave so fast.

Me and y/n stepped into the car, the hospital was a 45 minute drive away from where we were now. Y/n was crying her eyes out while I had my arm around her waist and my other hand held hers.

Seeing y/n cry hurt me so bad, my heart literally hurt because she was upset. The whole drive we didn't speak much, I just tried to comfort her as much as I could but my words couldn't help her right now.

"Y/n I'm so sorry this all happened to you, I'm here for you and I'm not leaving so if you want to talk I'm here for you and I always will be here for you."

She smiled a bit but couldn't keep up that smile for long because we had arrived at the hospital. Y/n held my hand firmly and I still had my arm on her waist.

"I'm scared unnie, I'm scared." That was all that got out of her as we entered the hospital.

We got to the room where y/n's grandma was and immediately y/n ran to her grandma, it was so heartbreaking to watch.

Y/n talked hours to her grandma to the point that it was already really late at night and the body of y/n's grandma had to be taken away. Y/n didn't want to let go of her grandma but I told her that she had to let go.

Y/n finally let go and we started walking to the car again. We got into the car and y/n was holding me tightly, I kissed her head and told her she needed to get some rest. Y/n closed her eyes and slept the whole ride through.

When we were back at the dorms everyone was already asleep. I woke y/n up and walked her to her bed. I stepped out of the room for a bit so she could change and I changed in the bathroom. When I came back y/n was sitting on her bed still crying because of what happened.

I put y/n to bed, gave her a kiss on her forehead and said goodnight. A few minutes later y/n said to me

"Can you please stay with me for the night, I don't want to be alone"

"Of course i can" I replied back as I walked to y/n's bed and started to hold her and eventually we finally fell asleep.