This time I actually feel sad here goes
So today I was sitting in class I forgot what we were doing but anyway we were allowed to move around, so I sat with my friend who sits near my crush, and I was being as normal as possible, but then I glanced over and he was talking to another girl who likes him and he was laughing so was she and my heart sank like it really felt like it sank and I nearly cried then I tried to comfort myself by thinking 'he may be a werewolf with anger issues, but he'd hug me when im sad' and I was thinking of remus
Also at the end of last term it was modules where we go to different classes and stuff so we were lined up outside a class and my friends who know about my crush were talking to the girl who likes my crush and they were saying 'her/name his/last/name' and my heart sank then too so yeah I feel like crap
ALSO today my friend ran up to me at lunch saying that my other friend is gonna tell my crush I like him, and that she's waiting outside extention maths, which my crush goes to. It's 10pm and I still don't know if she told him, I've asked but she didn't reply
Wow I feel so much better getting that out hope you enjoyed my depressing, heart-sinking life bye besties
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DiversosHey besties I'm gonna pour my heart out here, and this is a safe space, so feel free to pour yours out too in the comments. I'm gonna be telling you about embarrassing things and all my crushes and stuff so yeah enjoy, and please don't judge me or b...
