thug and thuggette love (august alsina story). 2CD BOOK

chapter 30

August pov

When we came back from the funeral it was peaceful. 3 days later arri still hasnt come out the room like at all I put food by the door hoping she would eat it she locked the door and everything I took the kids to school it was the 2cd month of school for the triplets and LJ since there 4 and 2cd month of a new grade for the older ones so it was really just me and arri destiny and loyd were on there side of the house I fixed breakfast I knocked on the door waiting for a response I smelt weed she don't even smoke I thought getting a knife wiggleing my way through the door finally popped open she was in the middle of the bed hitting a blunt and crying

"Ma y u smoking" I said snatching the blunt away from her

"It takes away the pain"

She said coughing

"Here u need to eat"

"I'm not hungry "

"I honestly don't care u losing yoself ma look at u using drugs and shit u don't do this shit if u tell me shit I would know how to help u but u shitting down and shit u not even making an effort u hurting the kids they asking me wats wring with mama u hurting me and I'm tryna keep sgit together but u just making it harder and harder"

I said as I sat on the edge of the bed

Arri POV

I didn't know I was causing that much shit it felt like I was alone but nobody knows how it feels to lose your baby that u had to take care of

"I am so sorry august" I said in a low whisper

"Its ight ma I know u grieving and shit but u not the only one who lost someone I lost my son the kids lost there brother u not alone ma u just gotta be here cuz we need u a lot"

" august can u tell me what u think do think this is my fault maybe if I could have done something or maybe I didn't do something right I killed him august"

"Don't say that cuz u didnt be grateful we got to meet him and spend a little time with him in all due time everything gone be all right u gotta trust me ma smoking weed and shit ain't gone do nothing for u it'll get u high for a minute but that's it and it ain't yo fault stop blaming yourself its not yo fault ight" he said as he wiped my tears away everything's gonna be fine

"Come on ma let's get in the pool or sum get cha mind off things" he said with his legendary smirk

I laughed

"I'm not getting in the pool with u boy" I said as I walked to the closet I put on a pink bikini I had to stuff my breast I. There

"Yes I am" august said he already had on his swim trunks

"All right let's go "

I grabbed sum towels and snacks a lot I was really hungry I walked to the pool were august was I layed on the chair thingy with a towel under me it was really hot I was just thinking bout my kids my baby daddy lol my bestfriend I missed them I gotta get my head on straight I was lifted and felt cold water as I sunk to the bottom. And swam back up

"August that sgit is not funny "

I said as he laughed on the ground it wasn't that funny he got in the pool swimming to me holding me by my waiste

"Ayye ma when u gone let me hit "  he said with the straightest face

"Boy u ain't getting nun of this " I said motioning to my body well see

The kids came from school and decided to join us destiny did to we end up having a barbecue and I spent time with my kids and Bestfriend

Kianna POV

I rang the doorbell hoping someone would answer

August came to the door

"Wat u doin here"

"Arri got a hit on her"

I said hoping he wouldn't think I was lieing

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