chapter 7

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Arri pov

As the casket lays in front of the church i couldnt help but cry and ask god to bring my baby back i hugged her casket i wasnt her biological mom but i loved her like she was mine yanna was a reck i felt bad i couldnt keep my baby alive and as they lay her down in the ground with her tomb stone no one talked its hard to hear a child was killed by gunfire not meant for her, her tomb stone read in loving memory of dessire alsina loving sister and daughter i couldnt take it i couldn't take looking at yanna cry because how much she misses her sister i couldn't take not having her here and i couldnt take august not being himself his first born was dead i just wanted to sleep and never wake up. as im in the car all alone i turn it on and start speeding i wanted to stop i pressed the brakes but barely i guess i wanted this i didnt have all the pieces to my puzzle anymore one was missing up ahead was a tree i just wanted to sleep and see my babygirl again i went faster before u knew there was a CRASH i was going in and out of conscious and reliving my life through the flashbacks and how much i would miss my kids then it went black

Dream mode over

I was woke by people shaking me i wasnt in my black dress like i was i was in regular clothes as i look around i see im in the hospital people surrounding me

"U okay bebeh u was screaming like u was dieing "

"It was just a dream "

I whispered more to myself

"Family of dessire alsina"

"Thats us"

We all raised up waiting for the doctor to speak and hoping for the best

"U have the strongest little girl ever she was shot twice once in her stomach and once on the right side of her lower cheat area we removed all the bullets and she is stable u may see her "

"Thank u doctor"

I nearly caughed crying i was happy my baby was fine we all went to her room to see her watching tv drawing on paper they gave her yanna ran up to her and hugged her like she thought she wasnt gonna make letting them have there time when they finishes everybody gave her a hug i gave her a hug and nearly died my baby was safe in my arms i couldnt stop the tears

"Im fine mama "

She said in a raspy but happy voice

"I know baby i was just making sure"

As i let go august hugged me assuring me that she was fine and so was everyone else he kissed my forehead and kept whispering that everything was fine i soon calmed down and everyone left to get ice cream while august stayed with destiny

August pov

I didnt know how to react to all this but it hurt and i never wanted to feel this way as i think i could have lost her i could have lost all my kids and shit my whole family really as i thought about it i couldnt help but shed a few twars as i kissed dessi every piece of skin on her face as she begin to giggle i loved all my kids and couldnt imagine my life without all five of them and all this came down to one thing me and arri need to quit the game period point blank



I wanted to give yalll a chapter thanksgiving but i had no wifi sorry munchiea so
Happy belated thanksgivg love yall

Turkey day

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Turkey day lol im crazy

Kboo out

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