Blooming flower -Aren Kuboyasu x (fem) reader

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Before starting this fanfiction of mine ,

This is my second fanfiction ( i made one in quotev when i was 13 i think )

BUT this is my FIRST english fanfiction so y'all better not start sh.t talking to me, english isn't my first language and telling me 'its simple grammar' will get yo face punched because guess what , its hard having to memorize 4 different languages + I have dyslexia

I AM TOTALLY OK with getting corrected BUT I AM NOT OK with being told that I'm dumb and all the unnecessary comments so

respect that thank you

I'm making this fanfiction more for myself than anyone cuz making up scenarios is my way to cope and most of the time i cant relate to others peoples (various characters x reader ) fanfictions, so y'know maybe out there theres someone just like me who just need a awkward (Y/N) with anger issues who get to date the man who deserves everything in this world , the one and only Aren Kuboyasu

THERE WONT BE ANY LEMON

ok now about (Y/N) what you should know about you in this story

You live in a more '' old traditional'' family, with a dad and 3 brothers , one who is older than you , and 10 year old twins , your mom died in a car accident when you were 8 ,
You never really had actual friends , you weren't really bullied but you were a loner , you wouldn't get along with people , and you usually would to tend push away the one who loves you cuz you felt like you dont deserve them , BUT now you decided to change for the better :)
You are quite short-tempered , awkward , in all you're a tomboy , but not the one who's "I'm not like everyone else" but more like y know a stupid awkward tomboy who has only brothers so she didn't get to enjoy most "feminine" stuff
I'm trying to say that Y/N would LOVE to wear makeup , wear pretty dresses , be girly and all BUT she just doesn't know how , because her mom died when she was in a quite young age and she didn't have no sisters and no friend that could help her out with that.

(Here's a drawing I made of her (no she is not a delinquent I just wanted to draw her in that type of clothes lol )

About your brother's and father
Let's start with the biggest brother , this dude has passed his 20 , and he works as a cashier in a supermarket near your new house , he's a highschool drop-out ,
The twins they are both 10 , they both have different personalities the first's annoying the other is an angel
The father is a hygienic freak , and a man that goes by plan , quite strict , he makes construction plans , y know those blue maps he makes them , and also as a chef in a constructive place like he give commands and all.

I dont think this would count as an (various character x OC ) story cuz

I mean theres fanfictions out there where the reader is literally living alone like ????? a 15/16/17 year old teen alone ???? idk to me living with your family seems way more common to me , and a dead parent also seem common , or if they are alive they got divorced or they hate each other but still stay married for some reasons, ACTUALLY a healthy family IS uncommon at least in my experience , but anyway my POINT IS if you're ok with a teen living alone in an apartment then you should be ok with that I give , so dont come at me saying '' isn't this supposed to be relatable , cuz i dont live like this'' '' just change your story to oc x aren kuboyasu '' everyone has different experience of life , I have one like this and a lot of others people too

I'm sorry if I sounded rude , I take things really close to heart ,

<< *Insert sentence* >> : is when someone talks ( there's always the name before written so you know who's talking )

( *Insert sentence* ) : is when someone is thinking , usually it's Y/N but it can be other characters too sometimes

Anyway I hope you will like this , and I wont give up on that fic have a nice day :)

Big thanks to my Hermosa for giving feedback I love you bro <3