Blooming flower -Aren Kuboyasu x (fem) reader

1.First day

The clock is ticking , and ticking and ticking , but the time is staying the same , currently its 3 am and you cant fall asleep you moved to a new house with your family and tomorrow is your first day in a new school , normally in TV shows , that day is betrayed as being exciting and fun , but you dont seem to see anything funny about this

New faces you will have to memorise, new teachers who have their own methods of teaching , new classes that you'll get lost in ... etc. Why did all this happen when you just got used to your old school? Life's unfair.

But laying on your bed doing nothing wont help,

( You dumbass stop thinking dumb sh.t , you're getting a chance that a lot of people wished they had , you get to start everything by zero ! stop complaining and do something about it )

you thought to yourself ,you got up and looked around your room , your twin brothers were sleeping peacefully on their beds on the corner of the room there were a bunch of unopened boxes with bunch of stuff inside , your uniform was hanging on your door ,looking at it you wished the skirt would be a little longer , you preferred baggy clothe that covers your body you weren't anxious about your body or anything just preference , you actually tried to give your skirt more length but you were bad at sewing so you gave up that idea. You continued to look around in the room when all of the sudden you saw your hairbrush on your desk , normally it should in the bathroom , seems like you forgot to put where it was supposed to be , but seeing your hairbrush gave you an idea

(lets start with a new hairstyle)

You took your 'f/color' hairbrush , and slowly opened your bathroom's door , if your dad catches you not sleeping at this hour you would get in big troubles so you had to be careful , you looked at yourself in the mirror and you felt very confident

(alright lets do this)

After several pulling , brushing , spraying ect... You weren't able to make anything good , it was as if your hair were your own enemy , you watched a lot of tutorials and did all of them ,and each of them ended as a waste of time , its been 1 hour now , you spent 1 hour on your hair to get nothing as a result , at this point you felt your eyes getting watery not because you were sad but because you were really mad , you looked at your phone which was on your bathroom sink , a beautiful girl with the hairstyle you wanted to get was talking

Video:<< and that's it for today's video tutorial I hope you guys liked it !>>

Hearing those words through your earphones just made your face heat up, you just wanted to take your phone and throw it right onto the wall, you took your phone and looked directly into that girl

YN:<<ANd ThAT's It fOR toDAy'S vIDEo TuTORiaL i HoPE yOu GUYs lIkED IT , st.u its all your fault because of your stupid tutorial, you just didn't explain normally , if you cant make videos for sh.t then just stop , dont waste people's precious time you stupid f...ing b..ch>>
(Sh*t I shouldn't yeall too hard dad might wake up...)

Video:<< Just before we end this video , I wanted to thank you all for all the kind words , Ive been thinking about giving up my dream to become a hairdresser cuz i felt ill never be good enough but you made me realise that I should continue and not let my dreams be dreams I love you all so much!...>>

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All of the sudden all the heat went off of you , you sighed

(who am I kidding I'm the stupid f...ing b..ch here ...She didn't do anything wrong yet I called her names , I'm so pitiful, I am not even capable to make myself pretty, I blame others on that nothing surprising that I cant do sh.t I am just a idiotic dumba.. ... , I'll probably just wear a beanie with a mask just like before nobody will talk to me and I wont get any friends , and that's probably even for the better after all I am not meant to be friend with anyone hah)