𝐴𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑡 { 𝐻𝑎𝑙𝑓 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑, 𝐸𝑥ℎ𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 } 𝐵𝐻𝑁𝐴

There is something sick about all of us

Something is happening. Nao knows what's happening - and why - and who - and where. Nao knows. But no one else does. So people panic. The alarm is still screaming. Something high pitched, and very loud. Nao hates it. Loud isn't good. But she has to bear it, while Shigaraki breaks in - He is looking for a chance, a chance to kill All Might. Nao think he is obsessed with the Hero, but she doesn't know. Just like Shigaraki doesn't know Michan, because Michan is a family secret. That's what Pa and Ma have promised Nao - In exchange for her being a spy at UA.

People is pushing, and pushing, and her head is hurting. It's splitting, and the harsh shoulder she receives remind her of when Pa— No, she shouldn't think of that. She is a marble statue. Nao breathes in, and let people push. Even when her, already beaten, body is screaming in protest.

Her head is splitting, and she is still cold. Always cold. But Nao remains stone faced, and hide her— Nothing, she can't hide something she doesn't have. Suddenly she collided with something, or someone.

It's that boy, Bakugo. The boy with an etched frown. His eyes remind Nao of Ruby's. Michan had a fake ruby once, maybe it was real, but she lost it. Nao had found it herself on the street, she assumed someone had dropped it. Nao remembers how Michans face lit up, and how Nao didn't feel as cold as usual, but it only lasted for a minute - Then Nao felt cold again.

" Oi... The Fuck are you staring at! Damn extra" Ruby eyed boy, Bakugo, hiss at her. Nao must've had stared at his eyes. She doesn't remember, just like he must've forgotten her name. Sometimes Nao forgets. Just like Michan - Michans head gets all fuzzy, and then she can't stand or walk. It's because of her medication. Nao forgets when she haven't eaten in a long time, Michan never does that - Nao always make sure Michan have food and water, even if Nao end in the special room for it. Because Michan isn't a marble statue like Nao, and Michan needs to eat more.

" I'm Naoko Hino"  Her voice is again mannered, and Bakugo narrow his eyes at her. Nao think he is about to say something, but then he stop. She tilts her head slightly, before bowing her head and turning around. The alarm is over, and Nao doesn't have a splitting head anymore. But she is cold.

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Nao is in the bad part of the town. It's odd here. She almost think it's better here, then at the rest of the town - But only until dark. Everyone around here knows, that the dark is not safe - But when it's daytime, it's nice. It's quiet, and people mind their own business. No one is noisy, because thats dangerous. Nao knows that to. Once she asked Ma about her Ma's mom, and then she got— It's better not to think about those things; Nao always tell Michan that, especially when Michan is shaking, shaking and crying, and bleeding from her nose.

Nao sees Pier at the corner, and something awful happens in her mouth - it taste like bile and blood, and she knows it a omen for something bad. But she continues towards Pier despite that, because Michan is sick and Nao is a marble statue.

"Ah, Nacchan" Thats right. Nao had almost forgotten Piers not very pleasent nickname for her.

"Good afternoon, Pier" Again her voice is well measured, straight. Pier grins at Nao, and she has suppres an eyebrow squint - Piers teeths are yellow, or those teeth he still have left are. His voice is more of a screech, Nao thinks the reason is all of those cigarettes and what else he now does. His build are scrawny, and there is something sick about him.

But, there is something sick about all of us, afterall.

And for Nao it doesn't matter - It's okay Pier is sick on a way, because he helps Nao —For a price—.

"Just the usual?" Nao nods, and takes the pill bottle he gives her. 'Quirk suppression's' There stands with black letters, on the plastic bottle filled to the brim with pills. "Will you pay the way, you normally do?" Pier smiles again, but Nao knows, his smile means something different know - And Nao does pay the way, she normally do.

(Follow Pier inside his very old car, which smells like those Cigarettes and that something else. Nao sits on her knees, and takes Pier pants of him. Then she uses her hands, or mouth, until she gets that salty liquid in her mouth. Nao then goes home, throws up about twice on the way  -One for the salty taste and one for the disgust she feels- Even though there is not that much to throw up. ) Luckily Nao can wait at least two months, before doing it all over again.

But it's okay in the end; Pier helps Nao. Michan gets her medicin. And Nao is a Marble statue.

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I'm sorry for not warning you, about the thing with Pier. I just wanted to suprise (and slightly disgust) all of you. Please write in the comments, if its to bad and i should put a warning up at the top.