Eyes | Ryuryeong {COMPLETED}

Chapter 5

Eyes - Chapter 5

Chapter Theme Song: At My Worst by Pink Sweats

I think I like her. Lee Chaeryeong. Gosh.

I've been thinking about her since then, everyday! You know she's my nurse for 2 years already and now we're close. Super close to each other.

Like, she comes to mind often before but now she's always in my mind! I'm also getting pissed about it.

At first I thought that I only see her as a friend but now my feelings are now messed up.

Everytime we dance together. Yup. We're going to that studio for a while now. Not everyday but every week. We've been dancing together.

When I'm near her. My heartbeat gets so fast and loud. I couldn't help but wonder if Chaeryeong could hear it's loudness.

Chaeryeong is someone very very likable. She's the only person who cared for me and is there for me always. Maybe that's I why I fell for her.

But this feelings should stop, right?

Chaeryeong has been talking about a girl for a week now. Like seriously, she's talking about her when she's with me. It's pissing me off.

She started talking about that friend last week. She said that her friend is special to her. She shared their memories together to me. I couldn't say to Chaeryeong that I don't want to hear those stories because she might get offended.

Chaeryeong likes her friend. I'm sure of it. The tone she uses when she's talking about that person is different. Her friend must be lucky to have Chaeryeong as her friend.

I definitely have no chance to Chaeryeong after hearing those stories.

Will I confess to her? No. Because I know that my feelings will not be reciprocated. She can't like someone like me. I'm someone who has many flaws. I know that she just thinks of me as her patient.

I should just keep this feelings for myself. I know that this will go away sooner.

Before this feelings go deeper. I should stop this. I should stop falling for Lee Chaeryeong because I know that I will just get hurt.

From now on, I need to slowly accept that she can never fall in love with me.

I was blind and you can see when I accepted that we can never be together.

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In order to stop my feelings for her, I tried my best to ignore her. When she's assisting me or asking me questions I only keep quiet.

I wonder if she's noticing that I'm avoiding her. She would definitely think that she had done something bad to me.

A day has not passed by and I'm having a hard time ignoring her. I am used in talking to her casually so I'm trying my best to control myself.

In order to not hurt myself, I need to ignore you.

After a week, I'm starting to get used ignoring Chaeryeong. She's asking me if I'm angry and why I'm ignoring her but I only kept silent.

While sitting at the garden, I heard a loud sound coming from the house.

I stood up grabbed my cane. I use this when I'm outside to know where I'm walking to.

"Lee Chaeryeong?!" I shouted.

No one answered. Did something bad happened to her? How could I know when I'm blind?

"Hey, Chaeryeong?! Are you there? Did something happened to you?!" I went inside the house.

"Ugh! Finally, you've mentioned my name." I heard someone talked.