Ranting Real Quick

Rant# 10

So I asked that girl from work about everything she said about me, and she simply said "people just like starting drama about me". I didn't know that people was you, considering I know from multiple sources that you were saying things about me. B*tch, I'm dumb but I ain't that dumb. I know that it was you starting it all. I told her that I don't feel anything for him anymore, but I guess that she took that as ask him on a group date with three other guys. It seems like she is trying to make it seem like she is easy, like she'll f*ck no problem. She's desperate. I'm waiting her out, waiting for her to screw it all up herself. She acts like she can do whatever she wants to. There's talk of her possibly getting a higher position. I have many reasons why that should not happen:

1. She's been there less than a year.

2. She's a b*tch.

3. Other people deserve that opportunity, who have been there longer.

4. She doesn't deserve it. What has she done good that signifies she should get a promotion?

5. It's the same pay but a different title. There's literally no point.

My main thing is she doesn't deserve it. She walks away from her register, she does whatever she f*cking pleases, she started sh*t about me (which all of the assistants know about. My next step is my manager). She doesn't deserve it, plain and simple. Not saying that I want that position, but I have been there longer than her. If anything, I deserve it not her. She has tried making my working experience a living hell and if she gets promoted, I'm quitting. It sounds petty, but her getting a promotion will give her power over me she doesn't deserve. I thought she was a good person, but after everything she said and did, I certainly don't think that anymore.

School has been going pretty well. I had my junior ring ceremony for school last week, so I have been feeling that great energy high since then. I qualified for National Honor Society, which is in recognition of all my grade and a list of other things. I had to write a letter explaining basically how I qualify for it and I needed 2 recommendation letters. I asked my cheer coaches and they actually wrote them for me. Literally two hours before the ring ceremony, I got the email saying I made National Honor Society. I was super happy considering how dumb I am and how I literally have no self-confidence. And yesterday I received an email that I also made Spanish National Honor Society. It feels kinda weird that I'm actually somewhat considered smart. Strange.