jealousy•kakyoin x fem reader

ch.6

You were in an extremely chaotic mindset and you were debating your choices. You wanted to stay with Kakyoin but you felt like what you were doing was extremely wrong. Once again, you thought about how Jotaro and Hanako would feel. You thought you had feelings for Jotaro but being with Kakyoin made you realize you maybe didn't actually. You loved the attention from him but you two always had that type of friendship where you did usual relationship things. You two have never kissed before which made things a little different. You were dead set on going home now, the guilt being too much for you. As you stood up from the couch to collect your belongings, Kakyoin stopped you.

"Hey, where are you going the food just got here?" He asked impatiently.

"I should get home. I have this thing I have to do." You awkwardly said. He gave you a disappointing look, it was like he knew you were lying. He walked past you and set the food on the table. He started placing the food on the table and gestured for you to take a seat.

"I'll walk you home y/n."

Kakyoin was upset and you could tell. You took a seat next to him and awkwardly smoothed your skirt down. "You don't have to lie to me, if you don't want to be here you can just say so y/n." He softly spoke.

"I just feel bad, you should be with Hanako." You said while taking a bite of your food. He shook his head and stayed quiet. The two of you silently ate your food, the silence being extremely uncomfortable for you. You weren't hungry anymore, you just wanted to go home and pretend like this never happened. You played with your food with your chopsticks and you felt Kakyoin's hand stop yours. You looked up at him and you were greeted by his purple irises looking at your e/c eyes.

"I want you y/n." He frowned. You stayed quiet, a crimson blush growing on your face. "I think I should go home Noriaki." You quietly mumbled. He let go of your hand and stood up. He mumbled something before walking away from you. You stood up from the table cringing at the sound of the metal chair scraping against the wooden floor. You walked to the entrance of the home and slipped your shoes on. You opened the door and walked outside and waited for him. He came outside soon after you did and he was wearing a white scarf. The two of you started walking in the direction of your house. You couldn't help but feel extremely anxious, you weren't sure what Kakyoin was going to do.

It wasn't like you didn't trust him, but his emotions and actions were extremely unpredictable. His last words stuck with you, you weren't sure what he meant by it. You frowned and twiddled with your fingers. You were extremely cold and Kakyoin took notice of your shivering. He stopped you and you looked up at him with a confused look on your face.
"Here" He mumbled. He wrapped his white scarf around you and gave you a small pat. You immediately felt the warmth of the scarf around your face and neck. You mumbled a quick thanks and the two of you continued your walk.

"What did you mean when you said you wanted me?" You asked, the anxiety running through you like a freight train. Kakyoin remained silent. Your house came into view signaling the end of your walk.

"I'm not sure." He said coldly.

You felt your heart shatter. You held back your tears and hummed a quiet response. The two of you stopped in front of your house. You mumbled a quick goodbye, not wanting to break down in front of him. You began walking away from him and started walking towards the door to your house. You felt Kakyoin turn you around and pull you into a warm embrace. He rested his head on the top of your head. You felt his warm breathing on the top of your head. You wrapped your arms around the tall slender boy.

There was an unspoken "I'm sorry" in the embrace the two of you shared. The two of you stood like that for a while. You tried to break the hug but he brought you even closer. You remembered that your parents were probably home. You started feeling anxious, you didn't want your parents to see you with a boy. You would never hear the end of it and you would probably get grounded forever. Your arms dropped to your side.