Mom,
So I'm writing this as a sort of goodbye letter. I know you keep telling me I'll be fine but I think we both know how this will end. Now before you get all teary eyed about my last words I need you to know I love you. I really do and I'm really sorry that this is happening to you. I know how you felt when Jason died and I'm sorry you're going to have to go through it all again. But remember mom, you have friends and people who care about you so please don't be sad forever. Let those people in, slowly if you need to but just make sure that you don't sit on the couch all day crying. If you find yourself alone where you've finished off a few bottles of wine, pick up the phone. Call somebody because that's when you need them the most. I also need you to know that I love Aspen too. She's beautiful, mentally and physically. The way she is, who she is, what she is. Everything about her is mind blowing and it hurts knowing I'm leaving her. I need you to give her my heart Mom, she's dying and she needs one badly. So when I go, give it to her. That's all I want, and all she needs.
-Brayden
