|| Twenty ||🔞

XIX- M I S S I N G

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Typing vigorously on the keys of my laptop I drink the third cup of coffee for the hour while my work playlist played on my Spotify,

After my little show yesterday, I haven't got out of the room.

I called Mel back this morning..so she kept me with food in my room, and since then I have been sitting along the window covered in this duvet and writing essays for my business paper.

What does he think of himself?! Who does he think he is to yell at me!! First he himself forgets his responsibility then has the audacity to shout at me! Ugh- I hate him!!!!

I sigh, as I stare at the alphabet filled screen, seeing the time as it showed quite early in the afternoon,

But still, I shouldn't have yelled at him! Wait-why not! He shouted first! And it was his fault!!

I scrunch my brows, taking another sip,

But then... he isn't my servant. None of them are! What right does it give me to be angry at them. They all have a life apart from protecting me too! They aren't my bodyguards!

Finally putting full stop at the last line, putting the laptop back on the surface of the couch I stand and stretch,

Right... I shouldn't act like this, though they troubled me at the end, they still don't owe me anything.

I sure did take my salty revenge, so I guess I shouldn't act out any more..

Bending left and right, while my ear pods played the song, I look out of the window,

Hmm! You're right Lee, let's stop this isolation and get moving, they're already doing so much by helping me, but I still ain't apologising to that man-whore!

I move near the window, just a step away from the glass, looking down,

He is at fault! He was the one going around fucking other girl and enjoying himself right in front of the girl that lik—

I feel a hand over my shoulder, startling me as I turn quickly, snapping my neck in the process,

"Ahh— Fuck!"

I close my eyes, as I hold my neck, dark circles coming in front of my eyes, as I feel a little dizzy,

"Oh, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to startle you!" Jimin voices but it goes unheard by the girl, due to her loud music

"Fucking hell!!"

I yell, and open my eyes, my hands still holding my neck to get back from this little roller coaster ride I just had,

I see Jimin standing with a worried expression, and mumbling something that I couldn't hear..

So taking my ear pods out, I laugh,

"The hell? you scared me!" I say and sit on the couch, as my vision gets back slowly.. my neck still burning.

"Well, I didnt know one couldn't hear three knocks and the door opening!"

As always, the sassy bastard..

I roll my eyes..

"What do you want!? I think Mel mentioned clearly I didn't wanna be disturbed during work. Didn't hear!?"

"Well, I'm not deaf like you, so I did!"

"What? You here for some sassing? The boys not listening to you anymore?" I glare at him,