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XXI- F I S H N C H I P S

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A month. A month since all the right things in my life went rogue, and all this entered it,

A month since I have had these amazing people enter my life,

Amazing yet dangerous,

And... A month since I have had any track to my previous life. Except for the few papers that I gave or projects that I got.

Like now... I am given a really big gig by my board. It is expected to be a very vague yet a gettable portrait..

I'm really confused as to where shall I get my mind going? I'm at loss of inspiration, there's nothing really that I can get inspired to admire let alone draw,

It's also been the same amount of time since I spoke to my parents! Either of them. Not gonna lie... I do miss them,

And with all that is happening I hope they're both safe. I have called mum several times but either I'm on beep or cal ends..

It also been two weeks since the 'accident' as we call it now, and since then I have not gone anywhere!

I went swimming with Jungkook two days back. It was fun... and the pool was really nice, I enjoyed quite a lot.. but I still haven't left this building once!

Then morning sessions with Tae and Jimin and–by morning I mean early afternoon–since I can't get up early for my life!

But the three of them were very gentleman to change their routines so I can get company, so it's our usual...

Talking of them, Taehyung and I have a little awkwardness between us, after that night, it was kinda hard to ignore him and be a normal again.

And Jimin, he has been unknowingly spending less time with me, he would always ditch a movie night, or some sessions here n there..

I wonder what happened? maybe he is busy... well everyone is... With all that has happened.

Even I was stressed out a lot due to this project, and it coming directly from the board just added up to the pressure.

Therefore, for this sole reason I planned something today. With all of us so busy, I organized a perfect evening to escape from everything for once.

All the plannings for tonight is going and is almost done!.. it'll be a nice snacks and drink party and this time without any trouble! Hopefully,

As I was checking the snack list, I wrote a few items for Mel to go and shop for..

"I think this much is enough, and yeah get the beer from......"

I go on, listing each specification on my list as she just smilingly nods and moves out.

As she does, I get back to the dinner for the night. I was planning on making lasagna today,

Tracing the butter paper with grease, I start layering my tier, with veggies, mushrooms, zucchini and I make sure no potatoes since Jin is allergic to them,

Finalising the last layer with a lot of cheese and a little more since Jungkook loves it, I pick it up and shove it in the oven...