Whispers In The Dark (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter Six

-Cyn's POV-

Once we left the club, we started walking back to our hotel. We chose to walk, because we wanted to see the lights of France. Stop at a few stores, if they were still open. Thankfully, the hotel wasnt that far.

"Man, Johnny should have came with us." Zacky laughed. He pointed at a stripclub we had pasted by. "He would drag us in a heart beat."

I rolled my eyes at the sight of it.

"Why not go anyways? Rub it in his face we found one?" Brian suggested.

My eyes got wide. I looked at Brandy, waiting for her reaction. Hoping she would say no.

"What do you say?" Zacky asked nudging her.

She looked at me, then back at him. "Sure, why not?"

My heart broke. I really didnt want to go in there. I hated stripclubs on a personal level.

"Do you really have to? I'm tired." I begged Brian, hoping he would change his mind.

He looked me up and down, then at the strip club. "Come on babe, please? For me?" He begged, looking back at me, "Maybe they will let you and B go up on stage."

I violently shook my head no, "Im not dancing on a pole."

He sighed, "Then can we just grab a drink? Takea picture to show Johnny?"

I growled, but nodded my head, "Fine, but not long."

Like a little kid, him and Zacky ran off inside. Brandy and I slowly followed them.

As I opened the door, the beat of the music, hit my ears loud. I shook my head, hoping the thoughts of my past would go away and not haunt me while we were hear. I looked over at these guys sitting at a stage. I rolled my eyes in discust and grabbed onto Brian, staying close to him. I may have been in a strip club before, but they still discust me, majorly.

"You okay?" Brian asked me as he noticed I was being a bit clingy, "Ever been in one before?"

My heart sunk as I replyed to him, "No."

He looked at me dumb founded, then laughed, "That needs to change love."

I just shook my head and let go of him. He gave me a funny look for letting him go, but I didnt care. He didnt understand how much I didnt want to be here.

"Lighten up." Brandy nudged me. She gave me a smile to let me know it would be fine.

I looked at her and slightly shook my head no. I did not want to be here.

"You want to go up there and dance?" Zacky jokingly asked Brandy.

She laughed and shook her head no, "Hell no. I'm not making a fool of myself. People do that just to make money."

I sighed and messed with my fingers.

"What is it babe?" Brian asked me, "Do you really not want to be here that bad?" He looked at me really consured. He knew, I had a good reason.

"I really dont." I said looking up at him sadly, "Can we please leave?"

He sighed, "Okay, but tell me why?"

My heart sunk. I shook my head no. I really, didnt want to tell him.

He rolled his eyes and stood up from the bar, "Fine. Whatever."

He started toward the door with us behind him.

Once we got back to the hotel, Brian and Zacky went to rub it in Johnny's face we went to a strip club. Brandy jumped in the shower and I walked out on the balcony. I looked out at the night sky. I saw the stars shine so bright. "I wish you were hear to talk to him. He would listen to you more then Zack or any of the other guys. He needs someone to tell him what to do. I wish, I could have met you. I'm tired of all the stories. I wish I could have got to actually know you." I whispered to myself, talking about Jimmy.