Little Talks - Niall Horan lovestory

Chapter 2 ~

I couldn’t fall asleep and just sat in the kitchen, eating toasts and drinking milk. My mom was already sleeping so I decided to scroll through my twitter, tweeting whoever came up on my timeline. Half an hour later, I finally went to bed and fell asleep.

“Lilly wake up. School is waiting” my mom shook me.

“no I want to sleep mom” I mumbled while she helped me standing up. I started to get ready, put on some make up.

School was boring as hell but I finally was able to go back home. When I was at home, watching some telly I noticed Niall haven’t told me when we will meet again today.

‘Niall when will we meet again today?x’ I quickly messaged him.

‘In half an hour?x’ he answered just 2 minutes later. I agreed and went upstairs to get my jacket and shoes.

“Mom I’m at Starbucks again” I yelled and ran outside. I had enough time so I talked slowly.

I loved the thing Niall and I had. We met every day, just for half an hour, having only little talks. He never fails making me smile. I couldn’t help but smiled whenever I saw his face. His blonde hair and his braces made everything easier. His smile was kinda attractive.. what no, stop Lilly. You just met him. You can’t fall for him. You never fell in love and you don’t want to be hurt like your mum, right? I remembered all her tears, her break downs.

I need to stop thinking of him, I need to distance me from him. 

After a while my phone rang. ‘Niall is calling’. I picked up.

“Lilly? Lilly where are you? I’m waiting” he laughed. “Shit, I’m on my way sorry see you” I hang up, hushing over to the dark small street. I almost ran. He just stood there, leaning against the wall, smiling at me. He hugged me and I pushed him away after a quick hug. He gave me a strange look but didn’t ask anything. We walked into starbucks, he put on his hoodie incase any fans would notice him. After we got our drinks we sat down in a small corner. Normally I used to sit right next to him, really close but today I sat across of him.

“Next week we’ll finally play a concert again Lilly, I’m so excited” Niall explained. His blue eyes made my world spinning faster but also calmed me down. His teeth were so perfect even if they were hiding by his braces. But he is Niall Horan, he is famous, in just a few months he’ll be back for touring. He’ll forget me.

“Lilly? Are you ok?” Niall asked. I nodded and smiled quickly at him.

I need to stop thinking of him this way. He was just nipping on his drink. There was a really awkward silence but I need to know how long he’ll care about me.

“So Niall, how long will you be there?” he gave me a strange look. “What are you talking about? What will I do how long?” He asked confused. Come on, I bet he knows exactly what I’m talking about.

“How long will you care about me? It’s not that I don’t like you, I really do but we both know you met hundreds people in just a week. I don’t want to get hurt Niall so tell me, how long will this last?” I was afraid I was a bit to rude and angry because he looked a bit hurt. “Why can’t you just live the now, to be honest I don’t even know what will happen tomorrow. There are always new plans and it’s my job. Maybe having friends is risk but I can make it all work out at the end” he said a bit disappointed.

“So I’m a risk?” I asked a bit sarcastically.

“I risk I love to take” He smiled at me, giving me chills. “But seriously, I won’t leave you Lilly. You’re really important to me eve if you think I’m talking shit. I don’t know why you don’t believe in us but maybe you’ll tell me one day but I guess... friends have to stick together forever right?” he peeked into my cheek, making me look like a weirdo. I smiled, trying to make him feel better after I asked him such a serious question.

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I sat at home, eating dinner with my mom.

“Mommy, is it good to be a risk for someone? Or is it bad? Can it end good?” I asked her out of nowhere. She looked at me, trying to read my mind. “Taking risks is never bad. Neither is being a risk. And I don’t know what you’re talking about but if you’re a risk, you are a good risk. You’re worth it, Darling” She gave me the stupid momma grin.

‘Message to Niall: ps I love being a risk…x’  as long as he won’t hurt me like my dad hurt mom.