Little Talks - Niall Horan lovestory

Chapter 4 ~

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“Mom let me sleep I’m sick” I mumbled when mom woke me up. “Are you ok? I’ll call Mia or someone from you class to tell them you won’t come today” she said and I mumbled a thank you. I had the worst asthma attacks since a while and was just sleepy all day. “Lilly I’m off for work. Be safe and take some rest” my mom hugged me for almost 2 minutes and left. I just stayed in my bed, texting a few people to tell them I won’t go to school today. I was about to sleep when my phone rang.

“Hello?” I answered.

“Lilly heya” Niall laughed into his phone. “How are you?” he asked. “A bit sick but ok, you?” We had a short small talk. His voice made me smile like nothing else.

“Anyway I wanted to ask if we could meet up but since you’re sick I’ll just let you have some rest. I will be bored then. See ya” he put on his sad voice and hung up before I could even say anything. I didn’t know if he was being serious or just joking. I tried to make some food but failed just after a few minutes. I was still thinking if he was being serious. He never joked about being disappointed in me. He wasn’t one of them who was making such weird jokes. I didn’t want to call him back, I wanted to see him. I missed him. Even if we saw each other not long ago.  I changed into a hoodie and comfy jeans.  I picked my phone, quickly texted my mum I had to see him and made my way out to find a taxi. As soon as I was in front of Niall’s house I was feeling a bit nervous, I never did but somehow I was afraid he would be angry. I rang the bell and waited for him to answer.

After 2 minutes he finally opened the door, just wearing boxer shorts. Not even a shirt. I tried to not look on his body too much.

“Lilly?” he looked a bit surprised. “Hi” I said, winking awkwardly.

“I thought you are sick?” he gave me a questioning look. I nodded “I am. I feel really sick but you hang up and I felt a bit worried so I wanted to ask if you hate me now” I explained while watching him grinning at me. “Oh love, I don’t hate you, I was joking about being alone all day and being bored. Didn’t want to make you feel sorry. Come here” he opened his arms, I stepped a bit closer and then finally falling around his neck. His breath was right on my neck, it made me feel so different. After a while he hugged me even closer instead of letting go. “Love you Lilly. You don’t know how much but I’ll always do” he mumbled, finally letting me go. My knees weren’t as strong as they used to be.

We went into his living room. I was sitting on the couch while he came back with tea. I thanked him and was expecting him to sit down beside me but instead he stayed right in front of me, he sat on his knees, just looking at me. I felt him staring on my lips and he slowly moved closer to them. “Niall.. what are you doing..” I whispered, already feeling his warmth. “Don’t be afraid” he whispered, still being so close to me. His blue gold eyes were making me want to cuddle him all the time.

Suddenly he sat down beside me, right next to me but still being so close to my lips. I waited for something to happen. I closed my eyes to stop thinking when I felt his lips on mine. It didn’t take long until I kissed him back. “I’m sick” I mumbled but he didn’t care and pressed his lips on mine again. I put my hand around his neck, trying to make him feel loved. When we finally break apart he smiled at me. This boy had a way to make me feel like the only girl on this earth.

I didn’t know what to say and stood up to walk over to one of his big windows.

Was it right to kiss him? Did I really like him? What if it wouldn’t be right? Would the fans support me? I can’t take hate. I can’t take his love. He doesn’t deserve this. He doesn’t deserve me.

“What are you thinking about?” he asked, hugging me from behind. “nothing” I mumbled.

“Lilly I want you in my arms. Don’t  push me out of your life” he said, kissing my cheek.

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how could I knew everything would change just 4 weeks later…