Little Talks - Niall Horan lovestory

Chapter 5 ~

“How is Niall Li?” Mia asked me while we had dinner at hers. “Idk” I mumbled, not looking up. “What? I thought you were kind of dating?” she was surprised. Why? Why? Well because freaking Niall Horan is too busy to keep in touch with me. The last night I saw him went completely wrong. “Why do you ask me” was all I said. I didn’t want to talk about it. We finished eating and cleaning without saying just one word.

I woke up on the floor, cuddled into lots of covers. We had a long movie night and we both fall asleep without even realizing it. Mia was already doing breakfast. I stood up, hugged her and sat down.

“Now, tell me what happened” she said. After a few seconds I started to tell her the whole story. Everything that happened that night.

*flashback to that night*

“Lilly I want you in my arms. Don’t push me out of your life” he said, kissing my cheek. He put his arms around me, carrying me in the tv room. As soon as he sat down next to me, he started to kiss me. His lips were cold, looking for more than just a normal kiss. His left hand was holding himself up from the couch, the right was bringing my whole body closer to him. Whenever we broke apart I felt his breath right on my neck. The next time he started kissing me again, he lay down, bringing myself on top of him. But when I felt his hand under my shirt I stopped. “Niall stop” I tried to get up but he was holding me close to him. “please” I mumbled. I pushed his hands away from he, sitting down on the other side. “What have I done Lilly?” he got up, sitting next to me, trying to calm me down. I pushed him away, again. “Come on” he said trying to hold my hand. I quickly stood up and put on my hoodie. I stood by the window, just looking out in the dark when he broke the silence again. “Lilly?” he asked again. I didn’t answer. “JESUS WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU I JUST WANTED TO KISS YOU TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I CARE AND ALL YOU DO IS PUSHING ME AWAY” he yelled. I turned around. I was shocked he just yelled at me. “YOU KNOW WHAT I NEVER WANTED YOU TO KISS ME LIKE THIS I KNOW WHAT YOU WANTED AND I’M NOT GONNA BE YOUR STUPID DOLL YOU COULD HAVE AT LEAST ASKED ME” I yelled back. It made me feel angry knowing he just yelled at me. “I came over even if I’m really sick and all you did was trying to get me into your bed. Very respectful. I’m leaving now. Bye” I took my stuff and walked out. Leaving him just standing there.

As I waited for my taxi to pick me up, I heard him yelling upstairs but I didn’t care. He didn’t even look after me. He just let me leave

*end of flashback*

“Oh babe it’s ok” Mia hugged me. “I just… I just wanted him to hug me, not to make me want to please him like that. It hurts thinking he only wants that one thing” I cried. “But what if he only wanted to actually kiss you, not even more? You both should have talked about it. You still love him, I know you do” Mia explained. I just nodded. Maybe we should have talked about it.. but we didn’t.

“Tonight we’ll have some fun, let’s go party alright?” Mia smiled at me.

Hours later we finally were on our way to the city. We got some drinks, just talked. I didn’t even realize how drunk I was after 4 drinks. “let’s go dance babahhh” I cheered, walking over to the dance floor. We danced for forever when I accidently bumped into someone. “sorrahh” I yelled not caring who it was. “you ok babe” he asked. “yah it’s… wait Niall is it ya?” I yelled looking up. He just smiled and then brought me outside so we could have a kind of normal conversation. “Niall I’m s…” I started but he stopped me. “It’s ok Lilly I just miss you” he explained, coming closer to me. His eyes were right on my lips and then I just rushed my lips on his. After a few seconds he started laughing. “what?” I giggled. “You’re so drunk” he kept laughing. “Am not” I mumbled. But instead of answering he just kissed me.