Temptation { Jungkook X Reader}

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Jungkooks carried you outside the bar.

" let me down Jungkook " you said hitting him.

"you're drunk just stay still ok" said Jungkook

" I'm not drunk just let me down... I don't want to see you I hate you Jungkook just let me go " you shouted .

On reaching his car he let you down and open his car door.

you threw his hand that was grabbing your wrist and try to walk away but he pulled you again.

" just let me go Jungkook I hate you and I don't want you to touch me just let me go Jungkook " you said wiggling but he held you so tight that you couldn't do anything moreover you were drunk making you more weak infront of him.

" why do you never listen to me? why is it do hard for you to listen to me Jungkook? why do you love torturing me?  why do you keep on breaking my heart?  what did I do to you  that you have to treat me this way"

" Right from the beginning you never loved me Jungkook you never why Jungkook? "

" Tell me what have I done that you have to ruin me again and again , you broke up with me on our anniversary, you broke up with me Jungkook you told me to leave you you pushed me away when I loved you so much ,you send your fiance to me on our anniversary " you yelled and Jungkook look shocked when he heard you.

" what what do you mean fiance ?" ask Jungkook and you sneered
"why are you pretending now?  you gave me back the necklace we made for eachother yet you blamed me, you broke up with me yet you blamed me"

" You think it was easy for me to forget about you, Every single day I missed you every single day I cried for you, I wanted to see you everyday and it was so painful because you pushed me away  even when I loved you so deeply "

" and just when I thought everything was going well with my life you appeared again and made my life so hard and miserable "

" You almost raped me Jungkook, you touched me without my consent,   did you know how hurt I was feeling,  I tried to tell you the reason , I tried to clear our misunderstanding but you never listen to me and you forced me Jungkook " you cried tears running down your cheeks while Jungkook stood there shocked at what he was hearing.

" But tell me why do I still like you Why?  even when you torture me even when you almost raped me even when you confused me, even when you broke my heart why do I still like you why can't I just forget about you " you cried falling on your knees.

Jungkook couldn't believe what he was hearing . Everything he was hearing was totally different form what he thought.
He also felt confused when you said fiance because he never had any fiance .
he bend down and pulled you up " let's go home first " said Jungkook

" you know what Jungkook I've had enough   and Im tired,  I don't wanna get involved with you anymore  so please let me go , " you said and suddenly fell over him .
He looked at you and saw you fell asleep. He gently put you in his car and drove off to his house.

on reaching he carried you to his room and laid you down on his bed.
Than he took out your heels from your foot and covered you with blanket. 
He went inside the bathroom and brought a wet towel and sat down near you.
He slowly remove the hair strand covering your face and than wipe your face and neck with the wet towel.

After doing so he leaned forward and kissed your forehead before going outside his room to the balcony.

closing his eyes tight he tried to relax his mind.  He felt confused after learning everything from you.
The things he experienced and everything you said was so different that he couldn't decipher which was the truth.
While he thought that you left him,  you on the other hand told him he broke up with you and not to mention fiance because he never had.

He wanted to know the truth what really happened in the past . he became more curious to know who had the audacity to call herself his fiance without him knowing anything.

He sigh and went back to his room and again sat down near you.
He looked at you sleeping so peacefully yet when he saw the marks on your neck he suddenly felt guilty.
He remember how you told him that he was misunderstanding and how you told him to have a talk and beg him to stop yet he did not listen to you and did whatever he wanted .

He suddenly felt a sharp pang in his heart and he wanted to beat himself for doing things to you. Without him knowing tears fell down from his eyes.
"I'm sorry " he whisper though he knew you cannot hear him.
" I'm really sorry " he whisper again caressing your cheeks.
" I'm sorry for not listening to you y/n" he kneeled down and held your hand.
" I love you y/n I still do why do you think I never loved you " said Jungkook his tears continuously flowing
" I'm sorry for being such a jerk, but I love you  how can you say that I never loved you  "
" you're my heart y/n and I can't live without you, I love you" said Jungkook.