"I fell in love with my bestfriend" II Jihan FF

By your side

Are the gods punishing me? 

Cause if they we're, then please not this kind of punishment

Right now, I'm here, eating at the same table as him...with my cousin as his new lover

"Jisoo-ah, how about I set you up with one of my friends son? His at the same age as you are and he has a good personality. I'm sure you'll get along well" My aunty suggested with a bright smile on her face

"uhh..." I said as I look at my mom from across the table with a pleading look on my face, asking for help

"Actually, Jisoo already has his eyes on someone" my mom said which made me thank her mentally

"Really?" My aunt asked in disbelief

"Yes, actually, he also haven't introduce this person to me and y'know how we're not getting any younger so I'm really forcing him to let me meet this person ASAP" My mom said which made me sigh in relief

"I'm glad that jisoo already found his cause my child is already planning on marrying this young man beside him. His leaving jisoo behind, so I'm really glad jisoo found someone before this child of mine ever get married" My aunt said while laughing, along side with the two lovers in front of me

His smiling...

Doesn't he know how I'm hurting right now just to see those smiles of him that I know that I'm not the reason of it?

I can't believe that I'm seeing you smiling like nothing happened. 

Like all those dudes the came by and made you cry...I don't know how you can still smile like that again

I was there with you...always by your side but never got noticed?

Feeling loved and love must be wonderful right? 

But why can't I feel loved by the person I love?

You were so happy....while I was on the side...watching you and him become happy together

Do you know what's worst?

What's worst is that I heard you say yes to him on that day on the hallway

How can you easily say yes to someone you only knew for a couple of months while here I am, your bestfriend that you can't even say yes to anymore

I was only a second to late and you already turned your back at me...

All this time...I was always by your side....listening to every word you say...

But why can't you listen to my words just for once?