Don't Come Ill (MTL)

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Muzhenxi delivered a cup of warm water to Xiao Jin.

Xiao Jin's complexion was still very pale, but a trace of blood had already recovered on her lips. She was holding the water glass in both hands, sipping it in small sips, her eyelids drooping.

Muzhenxi sat next to her, and when she finished drinking, she asked, "Migraine?"

Xiao Jin gave a low hum.

Muzhenxi asked: "Did you lie to me?" Xiao Jin explained to her last time, but at that time the two were not as close as they are now, and Muzhenxi would not be easy to follow up even if they did not completely dispel their doubts.

Xiao Jin shook her head, raised her eyes and met her eyes: "I didn't lie to you."

Even if the reasons are different, her current condition is no different from migraines. There is no cure. She can only maintain a calm mind and try to reduce the frequency of attacks. The few times when Xiao's father and Xiao's mother were mad, they took her to seek medical treatment. Doctors at home and abroad said so, and then everyone accepted the reality.

Xiao's father and Xiao mother were worried, Xiao Jin felt that it didn't matter, it wouldn't be life-threatening, it was nothing more than a point of pain. In a sense, pain was a proof of being alive and a proof of her love with Muzhenxi. Every time a headache, those gradually blurred past events will be re-cleared in her mind.

Muzhenxi changed the question: "What caused it?"

Xiao Jin's left ring finger trembled unnoticeably, and said calmly: "Didn't you say it before, studying abroad is under too much pressure. Those of us who study Ph.D. either lose hair or have headaches. Some are bald and have headaches. I'm fine. That's right." She raised her lips and joked, "At least it's just a headache. I can't stand it if it's bald."

Mu Zhenxi's face was heavy, Xiao Jin sighed inwardly, put down the water glass, and took the initiative to hold her hand to soothe her: "It's really not very painful, just a normal migraine. I am sensitive to pain and nerves, so my reaction is so big. ."

Muzhenxi squeezed back, clenching Xiao Jin's fingertips tightly, then lowered his head, and pressed his forehead against the back of Xiao Jin's hand, breathing slightly trembling with her breath.

Xiao Jin patted her back softly, and whispered: "Don't be afraid..."

She stunned suddenly, and there was a sense of dampness on the back of her hand.

Xiao Jin bit her lower lip immediately, and the flap of her lips was bitten and turned white.

"Is it..." Mu Zhenxi's forehead pressed against her, trembling lightly, "Is it because of long-term alcoholism?"

Xiao Jin was shocked, and quickly covered up the past perfectly, wondering why Muzhenxi suddenly thought of this.

Muzhenxi sat up and asked dimly, "Really?"

Xiao Jin didn't answer.

Xiao Jin stubbornly refused to tell her frankly, Muzhenxi inferred a logical chain based on this. I am afraid that Xiao Jin's life abroad is not as good as she said. From the previous words and phrases, Muzhenxi knew about her. I drink a lot in foreign countries, and I even get myself drunk when I am alone, just to see myself in hallucinations. One is alcoholism caused by emotional injury, and the other is mental stress caused by academic pressure. I am afraid that the former is the focus.

Alcoholism is related to her, so Xiao Jin is afraid that she will blame herself and doesn't want to tell her.

Muzhenxi asked again: "Is it?"