Love?// Hange x fem. reader

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Hanji POV

I got to my room and opened the door. I went in, closed the door and sat at my desk because I still had paperwork to do. I don't know how much time passed, but at some point I was done. I put everything aside so that I can bring it directly to Erwin's office tomorrow. I took off my uniform and stood there in my underwear and at that moment there was a knock on my door. I went to the door and asked who was there but got no answer. I opened the door and out of nowhere was Y / N in front of me. she ran into the room and closed the door. I didn't know whether to be happy or shocked. I was afraid that someone would notice that she is here. But without that I could say anything, she kissed me and I forgot everything around me. I felt the butterflies in my stomach and I got super hot. It got wilder and rougher and from that point on I didn't show any consideration. I picked her up and pressed her against the wall while we were still kissing, at some point we broke up for a few seconds but continued shortly afterwards. I lifted her over to the bed. (Hanji is still in underwear and Y / N is wearing a nightgown)

I was in full swing at the moment and was just about to start taking off her nightgown, but I stopped and gave her a look like I was asking her permission. She nodded and I continued. But suddenly there was a knock and we were both frightened. I pointed to my closet and she climbed inside. I closed the closet door and asked who would be at the door. It was Erwin. I put on something briefly and then opened the door. He looked at me and asked if I had finished filling out all of the papers. I nodded, went over to my desk, picked up the papers and handed them to him. We looked at each other briefly and then I asked if there was anything else. He shook his head and walked towards the door but I saw how he literally analyzed my room with his eyes. This surprised me a little. Before he left I said good night and closed the door. I made sure he was gone before Y / N came out again. I apologized for the interruption, but unfortunately the mood wasn't the same as it was shortly before. We sat on the bed and she said that she will be released tomorrow and that we no longer have to meet in secret. I was happy to hear that, but then Erwin's words came back to my head. I decided to tell her what happened after the conversation and she looked angry. I took her in my arms but what came next amazed me. She said we shouldn't hide anymore. That she wants to show everyone tomorrow that I belong to her. I almost came to tears. I was so incredibly happy at the moment that I couldn't put it into words. Y / N snuck out shortly afterwards and I threw myself into my bed. I was very happy and couldn't sleep, but at some point I managed to fall asleep

Next morning

I woke up thinking that Y / N would be released today and I was really happy. I got ready and walked out my door. I got that Erwin gathered all the soldiers. The time had finally come. Y / N comes again, but this time official. He started with his speech but I wasn't so focused on his words until the words "Y / N is officially dismissed today and is back with me" at that moment she came forward and stood next to Erwin, but she watched the whole thing time only to me and that some noticed. After about 10 minutes Erwin was done and Y / N stood next to me. Erwin was about to let everyone go, but Y / N stepped in and said that she still had something to say. Everyone looked at her and waited eagerly. She pulled me forward with her and then she shouted, "This is my dearest Hanji Zoe and I love her. Should anyone have anything against it, he should say something now !! "and then we kissed. We just wanted to show that there is nothing wrong with loving the same gender and that we are proud of it. We were just about to get back in line when we heard Sasha and the others applaud. Sasha looked like a proud mother. I was so happy in the moment. Erwin broke up the meeting and came straight up to me. When he stood in front of me, Y / N stood protectively in front of me and that was incredibly cute. But what Erwin said then amazed me. He congratulated us and asked us to let Y / N move into my room. I was so happy and hugged him tight and then I noticed that Levi came to us too. He looked up at me and said that he was happy for me and that he had long suspected that something was going on between us. I had to smile a little. I saw the Y / N looked scared and then I saw why. Her "mother" was on her way to see us and she wasn't happy.

She screamed how dare I defy her rules. Now it starts again, I thought to myself. I tried to explain to her that Y / N was an adult and that she could make her own decisions. She got angrier and angrier and now started yelling at Y / N. She is a shame and a disappointment for the whole family. Y / N held my hand and I felt her hold my hand tighter and tighter. And then her mother said something that made her cry. She said that she just let Y / N die when she got the chance. That was the moment when I slammed her. I yelled at her how she could say something like that. Before I did anything worse, Y / N took my hand and we went to her room so she could put her things together. In the distance I heard her mother scream that she hopes that Y / N will finally die like her brothers. I saw Levi take them and bring them off the premises. When we got to Y / N's room she collapsed but I was able to catch her in time. I swore to myself that I would repay her mother no matter how.

TO BE CONTINUED .... so i really hope you like this chapter and i would really apreciate if u could look at the fanfiction of my friend. Its a german fanfiction about hawks and reader.her username is: user10478593 

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