Her red hair

A wish apon a dandelion

The week pass by it's been a while since dad and mom talked I was still devastated and disappointed but I realized I just had to MoveOn like I did with brother. As hard as it was I just had to cope with it I had nothing else to do yet I was only a teenager they were adults they could make the choices and I could only just sit aside and agree my words was quiet as a mouse.... I would talk to my therapist about it but I just couldn't it was too personal and I just wanted to break down and cry I didn't want to look ugly in front of my therapist that just make me look like a fool. I didn't go to school and I stopped eating less everybody was so worried about me they thought I died they thought maybe I ended up like brother they even thought I killed myself. I didn't understand what was so hard I just couldn't let go it was this rope that was so hard to cut off, these flashbacks kept coming back to me about the day dad left he hugged me and he gave me an item and he said one word "hope" it was a rose red necklace I always wear it and I will never take it off because that's the only thing I have of dad left! After a while mom started drinking and clubbing, She never made time to do anything for me which means she didn't even care if I skip school or I left early I found it as a pretty good opportunity but yet it ruined my life and here's why..... The day I actually finally went back to school wearing an oversized hood and some sweatpants I had my hood up and I talk to nobody. The teachers came asking asking the same question if I was OK I didn't respond because I didn't want them getting involved in my business but I replied in an ugly voice "it's none of your business just leave me alone I'm gonna do my work" I what's doing my work some teachers thought that they were invading my privacy and some thought I was being disrespectful I was sent to the office 4 to 5 times. they called my parents mom never answered and of course dad wouldn't either he was making his life decisions on his own without mom, so without shock they all left a email and a voicemail, The Emma school was finally there I decided to just get my skateboard and skate home I did meet Danny along the way and he kept saying wait up I ignored him and I just went home I went in my room and I just started writing in my diary and doing my homework like every other normal day I would it be a normal to other girls but it was normal to me. I finally heard a knock at the door and I was excited because maybe dad decided to come back and he was sorry I open the door and excitement and I said "dad I'm glad your back I missed you!!" I was shocked... it wasn't my dad it was Daniel he looked at me and said "I never knew I was your dad all of a sudden" I looked at him angry and I slammed the door in his face he kept ringing the bell and knocking I never answered until mom finally got home and let him in of course my mom had to do something like that I was really shocked after all. My mom didn't talk to me about the emails or voicemails she was left in fact I don't think she even got them I'm pretty excited about that but I told Daniel to get out and I didn't want to talk to him I didn't wanna talk to anybody he thought I was being rude but he just left. It was late in the night I decided to just go to sleep.