New Beginnings

Talking is cheap but your lies were expensive part 2

Sammi's POV

"OH MY GOSH JINXX" I yelled. I saw a tear roll down his cheek. "HOW COULD YOU SAM" he screamed. "I-it's not what it looks like" I said quickly. "YOU TO BOTH HAVE YOU CLOTHES ON THE FLOOR SAMMI.! YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT IT ISN'T WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE" he screamed again. I looked at him and then at the man I was in bed with. It was one of his best friends. I felt so bad for sleeping with him. "AND WHY THE HELL ARE YOU IN BED WITH ONE OF MY SUPPOSED TO BE BEST FRIENDS" he asked. "I.....I.....I'm so sorry Jinxx" I said with several tears rolling down my face. I realized just then what I would lose. I looked at Ashley, Jinxx's best friend, and screamed, "GET OUT NOW.!" He rushed out of the room and put his clothes on in the hall. I got up and dressed quickly. "Jinxx.....I....I'm sorry. I swear it will never happen again" I said crying. Jinxx sat on the bed and buried his face in his hands. I heard him crying and rubbed his back. "H-how could you Sam" he said sobbing. "I'm sorry baby. I don't know what happened. I guess I just wasn't thinking about what I had to lose" I said. He shook his head. "This is the second time Sam" Jinxx said, "I'm beginning to think you're lying." I was taken back a bit to the first time I cheated. It was about 6 months ago. I cheated on him with this guy I found at a bar. I felt so bad about it. "Baby this is the last time I swear" I said. "Just give me some space Sam okay? Give me time to think" he said. I nodded my head and said with a tear trickling down my face, "I'm gonna go stay with Jenna Mcdougall from Tonight Alive until you are done thinking." And I walked out.

Jinxx's POV

How could she? I called all the guys (but Ash) and they rushed to my room. "Dude are you okay" Andy asked. Maria walked in after he said that. She ran to my side and hugged me. "Are you okay uncle Jinxx" she asked. I could hear that she was either crying or has been crying. I lifted up her head and saw tears staining her face. I wiped one of them away. "Before I answer that, why are you crying" I asked her. She shook her head and hugged me again. "It's not about me right now uncle Jinxx. It's about you" she said with a slight smile. "No honey I would feel better till you tell me why you are crying" I replied. "Okay" she said and leaned in to whisper in my ear. "Mama used to get cheated on and abused a lot by boys that she said didn't love her like daddy did" she whispered. Now I know why she didn't say it out loud. I kissed her forehead and leaned in to whisper back. "What happened after she would get cheated on or abused" I whispered. "She tried to leave me once. She said she couldn't take it anymore. She said she didn't wanna feel anymore and that I was the only thing keeping her going" she whispered in reply. I nodded my head and felt hot tears on my shoulder. I wiped more tears away and kissed her forehead once more. "Ashley did it guys. He was the guy that Sammi cheated on me with" I said. I let a few tears escape. I felt hands wipe away my few tears and realized it was Maria. This little girl is so lovely. One day she is going to change the world. I smiled softly and turned back to the guys. "I'm pretty sure it wasn't Ashley's idea. He looked drunk when I walked in. Someone should go check on him" I said. Jake left the room to go check on Ash and when he came back he said, "Yeah he's pretty drunk Jinxx." I knew it. It was all her idea. Now all my sadness turned to hate. I got up and went to punch a wall when I noticed that Maria was in front of me. "Uncle Jinxx this isn't the answer to getting your anger out" she said. I picked her up and she kissed my cheek. "Plus if you break the wall, which I know you will, then you will have to pay for it" she said. I chuckled and my whole attitude changed. All because of this little girl.