usually i would put the actual song but the animatic is kinda important. anyways alot of these have been on my brain for a while, just now that im sleep deprived i can write it. also this is more of the sexuality bit of the last chapter, going more in depth.
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Relatable.
#relatable am i right 🤪
no because why is this song so relatable??
every. single. fucking. lyric.
i relate to.
...
okay
that's a lie.
i wasn't adopted when i was two, and i don't have lockers in my school but you get the point.
EVERY LYRIC.
i used to be little miss perfect.
they held me up to such high standards.
then there was a hot girl or whatever and i still thought i was straight.
The owl house.
yeah.
lumity.
a fucking ship made me realize i wasn't cishet.
a *canon* ship, may i say.
i was sitting on my couch, watching tv.
the owl house came up.
i never really found interest in it, even though i'd never have watched it.
i think it was the grom episode?
where amity... y'know.
i'm not gonna give spoilers but yeah you know.
that night was the thunder storm.
the one that caused like fifteen fucking fires in my area.
normal california tings ig.
yeah so i watched the whole show off of youtube because it wasn't on disney plus yet.
the animatic.
that one.
you know which one it is.
i watched it on repeat for like a week straight.
and i was still, straight?
why was i obsessed with a song that perfectly described me and still thought i was straight?
light hearted.
i cried to the song.
and heather.
but heather is different.
little miss perfect is like...
refreshing?
of course fucking tiktok had to take it over.
but like.
this song.
feels nostalgic??
where.
no rain.
there's no rain.
no more rain.
where did it go?
it already cleared?
but,
but what if i liked the rain.
sure it caused a thunder storm of emotions, unable to decipher, but still.
it brought some sort of comfort.
rainbow.
not the gay one.
it's like.
the rainbow after a storm.
heather being the storm.
rainbows are okay.
they are cool.
they arent very rare.
but still enjoyable.
anyways this was a bit more light hearted than the others but yeah.
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Randomsometimes i just need to vent while listening to music..... anyways usually the more i write the more chaotic it gets so be prepared for random stuff.
