I'm writing at the end of the day. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. Today has been .. scary.
Everything was normal, like usual. I sat through my lessons like normal, occasionally watching Marv draw on his hands instead of doing my work in Geog. But I obviously had to tutor someone at the end of the day. I knew this and didn't care. How big of a deal could it be??
Anyways, like any other day I packed my things away and went to the schools library to wait for the kid i'm tutoring. I sat there for nearly an hour, but just as i was packing my things away ready to give up I feel someone slapping my shoulder. I turn to see who it is. Of fucking course.
Marv.
He doesn't say anything for a second, staring into my eyes. I stare back, and I realise how pretty his eyes are. They were brown, but not basic, they were like.. magical. They matched his face full of freckles. My staring is interrupted by him laughing.
'Shitttt fam you look like someone I know,' he said carelessly. If only he knew. I don't want to make things awkward, so I just laugh it off. I take my textbooks out my bag again before he stops me. 'We aren't .. we aren't actually revising are we???' He said with no thought. I don't know what to say. 'Oh.. aha.. are we not meant to?' I'm literally at a loss for words to be honest. How am i meant to be casual?? 'Well, unless you wanna be a pushover, we could go into town and get some food? I'm hungry,' Marv laughed. Why was he always laughing? What was so funny? 'Aha.. I don't have any money on me right now though,' the thought of having to sit with him and just do nothing with nothing to speak about sounds literally dreadful. 'Why you so tense man? I'll pay it's calm,' He said grabbing my bag and pushing the library doors open.
Shit. I'm tired. I'll continue tomorrow maybe. Mum wants me to get ready for bed.
Tuesday:
Continued from yesterday. Me and Marv got the bus. It was freezing. I was shivering, with no coat. I didn't want to say anything becuase Marv would probably ask why i couldn't just buy a new one. 'Your making me cold just looking at you. Take my coat,' and marv took off his coat and put it around me. I felt so warm. 'Uhh thank you,' I didn't know what to say.
He kept looking at me, non stop. No shame. He just stared at me and smiled. When we finally got to McDonalds and sat down, he simply said 'You look really familiar,' and grinned. I wish I looked that nice when I smiled.
He ordered us food, and we ate in silence. I wouldn't say it was akward though. His hair was shining. I wonder what he did to make it do that. Without realising, I was staring at Marv. 'Am I that handsome??' and he winked. I blushed and looked away. Marv laughed. 'Seriously though, why you staring at me? and my hair? Is it coz it's so shiny? Bet you wanna touch it HAHAH,' he teased. 'No aha that's funny,' I still couldn't look at him.
Before he said anything else, he grabbed my hand and brought it to his head. His hair was smooth, and nice. I wish my hair looked like that. My hair is just messy. 'You blush a lot for a boy,' Marv kept teasing me before using his hand to mess up my hair even more. I felt my whole body going red. He used to do that when we were little kids.
He brought my hand down but didn't let go. I couldn't handle it. I pretended i got a text from my mum to go home. But before i could leave, Marv put his number in my phone. I quickly ran to the bus station and got on the first one that came. As I got on the bus, I realised something. I still had his coat.
