The Forbidden Desire

Chapter 20

Beez entered his room to find Bahja sitting on the bed. In all honesty, he missed her these past few days. There was something about her that kept making him crawl back to her. She was the fucking devil to him. He stood in front of her, making her get off the bed and look up at him. "Where were you for all these days?" she asked softly. She didn't want to do anything to piss him off. After finding out that Avert's the reason she's pregnant, she had no idea what to do. Was she supposed to bring this up?

Avery sighed and caressed her left cheek. "You heard me out there. I had to get something done," he rasped. She nodded obediently as Avery brought his lips down on hers. They kissed softly, just wanting to savour it. They missed each other so much it was hard for both of them to confess. Avery pulled back and rested his forehead against hers. "How am I going to kill you?" Bahja jerked her head away and looked at him shocked. When he realized what he said, he mentally slapped himself. "Bahja, I didn't-"

"You can't kill me Avery. You can't," she started to stutter on her words. Avery sighed and ran his hands down his face. He gently picked her up, as she automatically wrapped her legs around his waist. Avery carefully brought Bahja down on his bed before he hovered over her small body. He started to move her hair away from her neck, before gently kissing it. Bahja tightened her grip on Avery's shirt, pulling him closer to her. Frankly, she missed everything about him. The smell of his Axe cologne mixed with Marlboro's cigarettes, the soft touch, and the way he caressed every inch of her body. She knew she had to bring up the pregnancy one way or another. Bahja softly pushed him back away from her. "Avery, I'm serious," she said sternly.

Avery furrowed his eyebrows and plopped down beside her. She turned her body and ran her fingertips down his chest. "What do you want me to do Bahja?" He finally asked.

Bahja let out a sigh and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "Let's just talk," she whispered.

He stared at her before slowly nodding.

"What are your thoughts on kids?" she asked.

Avery almost choked. He looked at her with pure confusion washed over his face. "What? Why the fuck are you asking me this?"

Bahja stumbled on her thoughts. "I- Um, I just asked. How are you with kids? I mean, do you like them? It's just a question." She stated.

Avery sighed and shook his head. "I'm not planning to have kids, like ever. I'm not even planning to be in a relationship," he mumbled.

Bahja felt sick. If Avery wasn't interested in either of those things, how was she supposed to tell him? She swallowed hard and chewed on her lower lip. "What's going on between us Avery?" she finally asked.

Avery cocked his eyebrow up, "There's nothing-"

"Don't say that. You know there's something going on between us. You just won't admit it." Bahja snapped.

Avery sighed and looked up at the ceiling. "Whatever there is, it has to go. I can't continue to feel anything for you knowing that Chresanto killed my brother," he whispered. Bahja remained silent, just moving her fingertips up and down his abs. "I loved him, Bee." He finally admitted.

Bahja sat upright and stared down at him. Her eyes began to burn with tears. She didn't have to listen to it any longer. She knew exactly how he was feeling. No matter what he did, Avery could never hide his weakness from her. "I'm sorry Avery. I'm so sorry you had to lose him, believe me. This hurts me more than anything as well-" she started to cry, but Avery sat upright and pulled her against his chest.

"Hey, don't apologize," he whispered into her hair. He felt bad seeing her cry like that. He just wanted to let her know how much Chresanto affected his life. He didn't expect her to take fault for her brother's actions. "Bahja, listen to me, this isn't your fault."

Bahja shook her head and buried her head in his chest. "I hate seeing you like this and it makes me upset knowing my brother is the reason why," she sobbed. Avery clenched his jaw and smoothed her hair. He didn't know what to say. If Bahja wasn't sent from heaven for him then he didn't know where she came from. She was slowly starting to change him and he could see it as well.

A sudden knock on the door made Bahja pull away from Avery. He looked at her before getting off the bed and walking towards the door. When he opened it, he found Zoey standing in front of him. "It's Chyna's 26th birthday party, we told her we'll all be there," Zoey informed Avery.

Avery nodded. Chyna was an ex-gang member. She was also Noah's girlfriend before he passed away. After the death of his brother, Chyna decided to drop out of every gang activity. She lived her life as a stripper and most people already knew that. Avery looked back at Bahja who was looking at Zoey and himself. "Should we bring her?" he asked Zoey.

"I guess so," Zoey shrugged.

Avery nodded and closed the door in Zoey's face. He walked over to Bahja, and took her hands in his before interlacing his fingers through hers. "Go to Zonnique's room and get ready, we're going to a birthday party," he told her.

Confusion washed over her face. She stared down at their hands. "Who's birthday?" she asked curious to know.

Avery sighed and met her gaze. "It's an ex-gang member's birthday. She invited us and everyone's required to bring a date," he whispered before caressing her cheek, "and since you're here, I guess you're my date." He smiled cheekily at her, making her giggle and nod. Avery let go of her cheek to allow her to walk away from him. He watched her glance at him one last time before opening his door and exiting.

**Ok ok looks like there making some type of progress together. In case your wonder I'm using Blac chyna as chyna in this story. Sooooooo until next time my fans😘😘😘😘😘
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