𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓱𝓾𝓶𝓪𝓷 𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮

Stressful

One week later..

My manager had me get back to work and I was doing fashion photoshoot. This was the first time I'm away from my son, I've never felt so detached and clingy before it mad me very sad that I'm away from him. I wasn't feeling myself at all taking these damn pictures, I just wanna be with my son. I posed as flashes flash on me as I do different poses. Michael stood in the back watching he had a concerned look on his face.

One of the directors pulled me a little to rough trying to place me somewhere for the pictures making me slightly glare at them. She had an attitude with me and ion fuck with that, he hugs in annoyance she tried to argue with me "why you keep acting like you dead or something bruh!" I was about to hit her but Michael rushes over to me "bitch don't talk to me like that the fuck wrong with you!" I argue another guy pulls the girl back "you act like you can't take pictures right!" She argues back.

"Hey! Shut up!" Michael spoke, I was heated till he tries grab me but I hit his arm away "this is why I don't fuck with bitches! You know what fuck this shit," I said storming off "babe babe" Michael calls for me "get her" Michael says I look for my bag while Michael went and talked with the director about the woman's behavior. I grabbed my bag I kick a chair to the wall pissed off and I never in my life acted like this! I'm over the bullshit. "Honey come here," michael said he comes behind me "I wanna go home! I wanna go back to my child," I argue I don't even at this point I'm having a complete angry breakdown.

I scream and arguing as Michael tried to calm me down, I hit him away "fuck this shit!" I yelled "why are you hitting? Why are you hitting me?" He asks calmly as he stood in front of me I'm surprised he's ever acted like this when I'm this pissed, "baby calm down it's okay, I'm gonna take you back, stop trying to fight me," he says I begin to cry, "ehh come here," his angelic voice just was so calm no frustration, irritation just calm.

How the FUCK you put up with me?!!

I walk into his arm with my head down as I cry, he wraps his arm around me rubbing my back in circles "I wanna go home" I cried "okay honey come on," he says I grab his hand as we begin to leave. I head back home quickly cling to my son holding him close to me. "You okay baby?" He asks I nod "I'm sorry" I whispered "it's okay my love, you weren't hitting me you just get skept swatting my hand away aggressively like a child having a temper tantrum," he jokes I playfully shove him "shut up" he laughs, "my fucking manager keep saying come on and shit like I did not just give birth and how does he expect me to tour with a child," I said.

He rose a brow "he's trying to put you on a tour already?" He asks I nod.

"I have some meetings tomorrow okay?" I nod.

"You need to go work hun, you've been off four three months since I was six months pregnant," I said he chuckles before kissing my forehead then his phone rings, I put prince on the bed, "oh hey marlon, yea she did, okay.. sure no problem, this Friday? Alright see you then," he speaks before putting his phone down "he wanted to see the baby?" I ask smirking "mhm, Janet and my sister want to come see the baby too," he said.

"Look who's awake hey my babyyyy," my voice gets higher "hey mommy babyyy, you're opening your eyes for the first time," I smiled michael chuckles "aww your eyes is beautiful, lookin like yo daddy," I said Michael laughed.

Next day

The routine has been the same, me taking care of mj, sleep,eat,restroom, then repeat all over again, Michael as back to work and was busy so he was going to be out all day. I yawned waking up and this time I actually got good enough sleep so I was really in a happy mood, i went over to the crib to check on mj and he was just laying there squirming a little I'm guessing he's awake now but we surprisingly silent. I pick him up and kiss his head "you're so quiet, you just chillin huh," I speak softly.

I decided to go my office and look at somethings, I turn on my computer and just went through some business stuff, I decided to see what's going on with the news for celebrities or wat not and comes to find my video of me yesterday arguing and this blogger has said some lying disrespectful things about me saying im very aggressive, am I abusive like my mother? Like bitch what the fuck. I huff shaking my head broke bitches stay trying to make a fortune off of my name.