Living a life of a mixed girl with a racist fucked up society, she could never be a singer like she always wanted to be with judgement, the lies,the secrets, depression
This was the beginning of the bad era going to dangerous era later on...
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2 years later
Michael has released his dangerous album and I loved and it's already selling fast as ever, I'm proud of him, but there's something wrong with me, I noticed this white part of my skin just by the corner of my skin, my heart sank, was I loosing my melanin????? I couldn't tell Michael I had makeup covering it so anyone could see, I'm freaking I don't know what to do, I'm going to the doctors later today but right now I was taking care of my son who was three years old and walking, he's starting talk up a storm but he was so adorable, look like his daddy of course but he's a mama's boy.
My husband was at rehearsals for his performance on dangerous world tour, "yess babaaa say hi mommy, say hii momma," I play with him as he laughs running to me with his toy in his hand, "yea, you want to play with mama," I pick him up "yeaa, you going to be taking soon prince, you wanna call daddy, let's call daddy," I grab my phone looking for my husband in my contacts, I call and wait to see if he would answer.
Prince babbles playing with his plushy I lift him up "weee! Hehehe look at you," I giggle "hello..hunny," I hear "oh hey baby I was calling you to say hi, prince say hi to daddy," Michael chuckles "hey my babies, prince are you being a good boy for momma," Michael talks with prince, prince smiles with a giggle "he's smiling," I said "Aww hey prince daddy will see you and mommy soon, daddy's gotta work okayyy..I love you both," he says "okay babe you can go back to moonwalking," he giggles "okay Diana, I love you to the moon and back," I smile "I love you to the stars and back," I can feel his thru the phone "I love you guys I'll call as soon as I get done rehearsing," he said.
"Okay" I said softly.
I sigh looking at prince "come on let me go get you dressed because mommy has a doctors appointment," I said.
Few minutes later
I had my personal doctor come to check me out I already took the makeup off so he can see it, "alright mrs.Jackson how have we been sweetie?" Martha asks "good but not good because this," I pointed she gasps "oh dear, when has this happened?" She asks observing it "it's been a week," I said "yea it's just like Michael's skin condition, yours started there but I can give you treatments to help, but there's no cure for it," she says I sighed "I'm scared I haven't told Michael about it, I'm nervous," I said "it's okay darling, you know Michael is a very caring man and is your husband trust me it's going to be fine," she says.
I nod.
It's been three weeks now and it was growing over my left eye, nowhere else but just that eyes which was weird, why somewhere so visible, anybody can see it. I cried and cried I'm so scared, I look so ugly just wish this can't happen to me. I'm more worried for my husband, even though he knows the feeling it's still scary, I just can't. Right now I was at home making music for me and Michael's album with my son in my lap asleep, I sighed.
Makeup was covering my eye so it's noticeable Janet walks in with a bright smile "bestieeeee!" I squeal but realized prince was asleep "oh, oops hey babyyy," she whispers hugging me "hey, I haven't seen you in a while," I chuckle she picks up prince "yea I know I just been really busy with touring and press, it's been hard to come visit," she says "what's that on your eyes?" She asks my eyes went wide "what's what?" I play dumb.
"Come" she grabs my hand taking me out the studio to the bathroom, we went to the bathroom and I realized my foundation was different from my skin I smack my lips with a huff "dammit" I mumbled "why you only foundation over that part?" She ask she's catching on great, should I tell her? Will she tell Michael if I do? "Um, so it's been going on for four weeks, I have vitiligo," I said she gasps I cried uncontrollably she hugs me.
"I-I don't even want to show you, I fucking ugly," I cried she shakes her head "no you don't stop it," she says "have you told Michael? What did he say?" She ask I shake my head "I didn't tell him, I don't know how," I cry "it's okay Diana, he'll love you no matter what, don't worry," she says.
Two months
Michael was coming home and I was scared, I was more then scared I was having panic attacks left and right, my legs felt numb i was going thru it. "Jelly bean! Prince!" Michael yells I gasp rushing up putting Michael's hoodie of my head trying to cover my face, I sit back down on the bed "baby, there you are, I missed you," he hugs me and pecks my lips "where's prince?" He asks "in his crib," I said "honey, what's wrong? Somethings bothering you," damn you mind reader! Ugh I swear he can read mind or something.
"It's nothing baby," I try sound different to make him not ask but he knows me so damn well "you're not good with hiding you emotions baby, you have your head down with my hoodie over your head and your playing with your fingers," he says CURSE YOUUUU! I swear "Michael do you love me?" I ask "yes more then anything my love," he responds placing his hand on mine I went stiff "you love me no matter what?" He sighs "yes my love, what's wrong?" He ask I took off my hoodie, his mouth parted, not saying anything I begin to cry because he was to silent.
He hugs me "oh honey," he whispers I cry loud as he kisses my head "I'm scarreed Michael," I whine "baby it's okay, look at me," he says I look at him with sad eyes I wipe my eyes, he kisses my left eye a few times "I love you for you, you forgot about me having this skin condition, before when you first met me I was this black boy now my melanin was swept away from me," he says.
"But you're still handsome and attractive," I said "and your still beautiful and sexy," he says he kiss my lips "when did this start to happen?" He ask "a few weeks ago, it got worse and it's only my eye," i whispered "okay, let me go get prince," he gets up and goes to his crib, "Aww shh, heyy daddy's home," he whispers kissing the top of his head.
He turns prince to look at me I cover my eye "don't cover your eye Diana," he says I was hesitant I didn't want him to see me looking like this at all "look" he whispers I do as prince was looking at me in curiosity before smiling,holding his little hands together.
