All Over Me

#AOM5

"In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes, In the night the stormy night away she'd fly..."

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Friday
August 19, 2013

Dear Elianna,

I hate Fridays.

Everyone believes that they should enjoy all the days of the week. Yes, I enjoyed Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, except for Friday to weekends. Because...I can't see you.

I have a lot of things to do when it's Friday, Eli. I want to tell you everything. But, I can't. In time Eli, I will tell you everything but not now...

I don't want you to pity me. I want you to enjoy your life without worrying about someone else. Gusto kong unahin mong isipin iyang sarili mo, Eli.

Ayokong nakikita kitang malungkot. Ayokong nakikita kitang umiiyak.

Gusto kong nakangiti ka lang, tumatawa. I chuckled. Naiimagine ko tuloy yung mukha mo, naniningkit ang iyong mga mata habang tumatawa. Ang cute mo!

Eli, you should enjoy more than just two or three days a week. And there is way more weekdays than weekends. But only you can make everyday enjoyable for yourself, sure other people like friends and family can make a few days better. But you must enjoy Eli, you enjoy and do the things that you love...do it for me.

Kasi malabong magagawa ko iyong mga bagay na iyon. Haha!

You know Eli, I want to travel. To hike. I want to try scuba diving, surfing, hot air balloon. Paragliding. Rock climbing. Horse riding. It's dangerous, I know. Pero iyon iyong gusto kong gawin at maranasan. I want to try it, to have a freedom sometimes. To choose what I want. 

May kanya-kanya naman tayong paboritong gawin o hobby. Whether it is art, sports, fashion, reading (it's boring) well, I've enjoyed reading books don't get me wrong but I want to try something new. Something fun, I want a thrill in my boring life.

Anyway, I have to go Eli. They're here. I have a deep long sighed. I'm going to fight, Eli. I'm going to do this...to meet you soon. I know it's gonna be a long day again, for me.

Gotta go, Eli. Take care!

Yours truly,
Marcus