Alter

Is Never Enough

Our bodies were limp, our muscles exhausted, but our faces said otherwise. Our brain told the body that this was exactly what we needed. Being pleased as long ago we did not. These past four days have been delightfully destructive. From the moment we met these two persons, our lives turned 180 degrees. For good, letting us know that it was possible to go where we wanted and exceed our limits. That someone could feel satisfaction for the mere fact of enjoying and pampering another person. That we were not selfish in wishing to be the center of the universe, to be the priority, the most important thing; even if it was for a few days. The experience has been refreshing, enriching, compelling, intense, invigorating. What else can we say?

***

I felt floating, light, warm while enjoying the heat from the man spooning me. Feeling his breath on my neck, enjoying a deep sleep. If someone asked me, I think, that I would give everything for this being that has gone out of its way to make me feel so unique. That has made me feel like a goddess worthy of admiration. A total stranger that has not skimped on doing the impossible to make me understand all the things that I am capable of triggering him. But more than anything to show me everything that I had been missing.

As I settled to enjoy such a visual, I felt his grip tighten and his body get closer. As if he wanted to get under my skin; making a pleasant sound as I felt myself in between his toned arms. He squeezed his hips against me, my skin starting to bristle without hesitation. My brain reconnected with the utopia lived, recreating each moment in which his hands caressed my body, his hungry mouth, and his insistent tongue consumed me, devoured me without mercy. I couldn't help rubbing myself shamelessly against his body.

"As long as you keep thinking so naughty I assure you that you won't be able to have breakfast anytime soon."

Turning around a little bit I was able to see Lei's face glowed smooth with the sunlight. I could only smile and sink my face into his neck inhaling his particularly masculine but gentle scent, intoxicating me, permeating beyond my five senses. I was practically being wrapped around his huge shoulders, and the feeling of peace and security that I felt there was inexplicable even to myself. This stay was a wake-up call for me and that scares me the most.

"What's up Kitten?"

I couldn't decipher this man. I couldn't comprehend how he could realize every reaction in my body, every behavior...

"What makes you think something is wrong? I just want to get drunk with your scent, which is delicious when you just woke up."

"Only at that time?" I knew he was smiling.

"Always, but in the morning is kind of different..."

I just wanted to stay there for a little longer but, he kept asking.

"How is it different?"

Taking a deep breath I got out of bed and go brush my teeth. When it was almost over, Lei entered and did the same. While I just stay there, staring. Enjoy this completely natural, and simple daily routine.

I couldn't resist knowing how he can read me so well.

"How do you know if I'm thinking of mischief?" My gaze was charged with childish curiosity.

"Well Kitten ..." He approached and pulled me in, gently connecting our hips. "When that happens your skin tends to bristle and you breathe deeply ... like in a deep sleep." He lifted me straddling his waist with incredible ease; like that act was the most normal thing in the world. "Sometimes I can notice when you tighten your thighs and your gaze looks at me but I know it's somewhere else because your face relaxes and you blink so slow, like your lashes weigh a ton... as if you finally enjoy that delicacy that you crave so much."