ʜᴇᴀʟɪɴɢ || c.yj + h.k ✓(ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪɪ ᴏғ "ʜɪs ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇs")

Twelve; Hueningkai (alternative ending)

It is still raining.

Heavy droplets of water falling down from the dark sky.

Hitting the earth with great force.

I silently stare at the ground from the window.

Soobin had left me to my own thoughts.

But don't know how to think.

Because he was here.

Here, so near me.

So close to me.

And I didn't know.

Not until those indifferent had left me.

Of course I care.

I care for him.

And that is why I left him.

I want him to be hear.

With me.

Forever.

I care.

But he thinks otherwise now.

And I feel like an idiot.

All I wanted is....

...is him to be happy.

Without me.

But I don't want him to live with a guilt.

That I left because of him.

Which is true, but in other senses.

Just this once.

I will be using this connection.

For one last time.

'I am sorry.'

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