Darkness.
Everywhere.
Is this a dream?
Where am I?
This darkness seems familiar.
But my dreams had...
...stopped.
Since he left...
A waft of sweet scent arises.
Almost like strawberries.
And flowers.
Roses and Gardenia.
Two arms circle around me.
Holding me close to the warmth of a body behind me.
No one says a word.
As if our silence is louder than spoken.
And we know exactly who the other is.
"You didn't do anything wrong."
The words seep into my senses.
But deep down I still cannot wrap my head around it.
"You walked away."
"To save you from the negative effects I might have on you."
Might.
The word hangs in the air, hinting to it's uncertainity.
"What negative effects?"
The arms tightened.
"I am not normal. I don't want to drag you with me in this judgemental world."
My heart squeezed.
Not normal?
"If loving you isn't normal, then let it be not normal. I don't care what others may or may not think."
"But I do care. Not about the people but you."
Before I could say anything, I feel a pair of lips on my neck.
As light as feather.
"Please. Don't find me."
A sudden burst of light blinds my eyes.
The warmth is gone.
The arms are gone.
And I am alone now.
In my room.
Just me.
And his words that echo in my ears.
'Please. Don't find me.'
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Gardenia - purity and gentleness, secret love
Roses - love and passion
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FanfictionHe has some deep scars. But he is healing. Healing for him.
