Every day felt repetitive.
Like no matter how small or large of a difference I never rippled the lake.
Each decision would simply sink into the bottom with no real meaning.
The days that you started to appear the lake's ripples began to increase.
When you were gone then they would continue to increase.
The lake's peace and serenity became more chaotic, overpowering, unpredictable, and terrifying.
But it was beautiful how one decision can change a routine that had to stay the same for years just change after one new decision was brought into its safe place, being exposed to a new wave of patterns that never repeat itself. The colors became more vibrant and calmly to a once dark and dimming lake.
The ripples changing into waves that crash against each other none stop.
The empty silence began to fill up with clashes of sounds, bells just barely touching one another.
No longer was my lake peaceful it was now a wave of emotions that brought a new pattern of emotions upon the shore.
The sea of emotions was brought by the only person who made their way into its starting point.
And that how you saved my life.
