Live My Life-Part 7
Justin's POV:
After Selena shut the door in my face I stood there for a few seconds before walking to my car. I could see it in her eyes that she just wanted someone to reach out and hold her but I didn't know how to.
I didn't know what to do or say. I knew I wasn't going to give up on her. I asked myself if it was worth it, to that I had an immediate answer. Yes. She was completely worth it. I'd only known her for three days but in those three days I realized how much I wanted to change. Not for me but for her.
Selena is the only person who could get through to me. I thought that everyone just wanted to get close to me for the fame and the money but here I am chasing after her and she's pushing me away. Wait Justin that is crazy!!! You've known this girl for a whole 48 hours and your already crushing on her.
"great" I said out loud driving home. I couldn't believe I was falling for someone I'd known for two days and she completely despises of me.
I don't blame her though even though she hasn't known me these past few years I have been a complete jerk. I turned the radio on as I drove home as down to earth cane on. I hadn't heard this song in ages and it was refreshing. It reminded me why I loved my job and my life. As I walked into the house my phone started ringing. I looked to see who was calling me and the screen read 'fredo'. I answered it on the third ring "hey Fredo" I said closing the door behind me.
"hey JB, how's Texas?"
"Its okay." I said not wanting to say much more. My first two days here had been hell. I got here my aunty told me she was disappointed in me, I went to school, was a complete jerk and made Selena cry, I ha a huge reality check, I went and apologized, got completely shut down and now I'm here so on the whole pretty full on two days.
"What's up?" fredo asked. I should have known he wouldn't have let it slide. I stayed quiet "lady troubles?" I stifled a laugh."You could say that" I laughed quietly."You serious? You've been there for three days and you already got lady troubles?" he said in disbelief.
"it's different this time man. I was a complete jerk to Selena yesterday and made her cry an then I found out-" he cut me off."wait who's Selena?""Selena Gomez." I said as if it explained everything.
"her brother was Josh Gomez...you know the one that died in the car accident protecting his sister?".
"oh no. You made her cry? Wait was he protecting her or the other girl in the car?"
"the other one but anyway I didn't know it was her and I said some stuff I shouldn't have and then she didn't come to school today so I went to her house to say sorry and she completely shut me down"
"and?" he asked as there was nothing more to it.
"and I don't know. I think I like her" I said sheepishly."are you serious? This isn't the Justin I know"
"exactly" I smile seeing that he had noticed the small difference that had happened in three days.
"I'm the old Justin. Well hopefully. Selena made me realize what a cock ive been to everyone and how much I let my fans down and I'm making a change"
I stated.
"it's about time bro. Welcome back I've missed you" he laughed. "so Selena eh? Is she hot?" Trust fredo "she's gorgeous but-" he cut me off again."but what?""if you'd let me finish then I'll tell you."
I waited to see if he'd stay quiet before I carried on "anyway as I was saying I don't think it's going to be that easy.
When her brother died she went through depression and pushed all of her friends away and I just don't know" I finished trailing off.
