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Episode - 5

Yoonji POV -

I twisted the knob and stepped inside the room. As soon as I stepped inside my eyes welled up seeing the view in front of me. My mom lying on the hospital bed with several machines attached to her body. Her lifeless looking body was stabbing my weak heart a thousand times.

I couldn't bear up with the scene. So, I quickly got out from the room, and a single tear dropped from my eye.

I really messed up everything!
I shouldn't have reacted that way, I shouldn't have raised my voice in front of her. God, why I'm like this....

Can someone even imagine that the girl who is known for her cold heart in whole campus, is now looking so vulnerable and weak.

what will I do now? I can't even look at her because everytime I'll try that feeling of guilt will surround me.....

~Ring Ring~

Sometimes I wonder why people can't even let me think in peace. Here I'm discussing such an important matter and this asshole is calling me again and again. I told him not to call me on my personal phone number but this idiot can't understand my words. I angrily picked the call and started the conversation -

Yoonji - How many times I have told you not to call me on this number, can't you understand?

???? - Relax girl, And Why I can't call you on this number..after all you are my beloved Friend!

Yoonji - Friends *Scoffs*
I'm not YOUR SO CALLED FRIEND. Do I need to remind you that we know each other only professionally and–

????  - Oh cut that crap, We know each other since childhood and still you say we just know each other professionally. You know what, I miss that bubbly cheerful naughty Yoonji. You changed a lot......hyu–

Yoonji - I have many more important works to do, so if you called me to talk nonsense then I'm ending this call!

???? - Alright Miss Ice, so let's come to the point....We lost the track on HIM! And because of this, there is a lot of chaos in our department. We need you here.   Department head has called a meeting and you need to be there on time. And there is one more information but I can't tell you that on call, so we need to meet each other personally.
( That person said with serious tone )

Yoonji - Alright, text me time and place. I'll be there.

????? - Hmm.....btw, Are you okay?

Yoonji - ..........O-of Course I am.

???? - Yoonji..... Your voice is telling me something else....I know you are so strong and you can handle everything alone but I suggest you to find someone with whom you can share all the secrets that you are keeping inside your heart.
Being strong doesn't mean that you can't cry and let anyone see your weak side.....I......know that you aren't okay. Afterall, I know you for a long time. You don't consider me as a friend but I do. And as a friend I suggest you to not keep all the things in your heart. Heart is such a small place to keep all your dark secrets, and if you keeping filling it then one day for sure, it will burst out like a furious volcano. Hope you understood what I wanted to say and........

Yoonji - I-I know that but, I don't have enough courage to do that again. I'm....I'm afraid that I'll again get betrayed and I don't want to feel same pain and sorrow...

???? - Take a risk, afterall life is all about taking risk.

Yoonji - hmm, I'll think about it. Bye we'll talk later.