broken conclusions ; 𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘨𝘦

part nine 🤍

flashback - you and louis are nine years old

"What are you doing?" I asked, perplexed. It was after school and, as always, I went to field behind my house. That day at school we had a field trip to a museum where another boy named Louis, who was in my class, and I spent the day together. The field trip was generally boring so it was nice to spend time with him.

"Y/n?" Louis asked me, turning around so he could look at me. "There you are, I was looking for you." he told me as I walked closer and sat down beside him on the dry grass, completely green and fulfilled be cause of the beautiful weather.

"Really?" I raised my eye brows "we spent the whole day together," I giggled at him.

"I know," he rolled his eyes playfully  "but I wanted to spend time with you after school!" Louis complained, letting his head fall onto the grass and I laughed, resting my head beside his.

"How did you know I'd be here?" I asked him as the two of us admired the sky, which had no clouds and was clear blue. Making me wonder why in the world we spent the day in a hot, gross museum.

"I knocked on your door and your mom told me you would probably come here," he explained.

"Well, she was obviously correct," I chuckled a bit. 

"Do you always come here?" he questioned, turning his head a way from the sky and towards me.

"I try to, I find it really pretty here." I replied, remarking the beautiful things in the field. The flowers, butterflies, sky, grass. All of it fit perfectly together like a cottage in a fairy tale. Even the robust, filthy fence leading me to my house was pretty. It was a gate bringing me from this hazy happiness of the field, into a more stern reality.

"I like it," Louis decided and I giggled at him.

"I'm glad. You should come here more often," I said. 

"I'd love to!" he grinned at me. "Also," he begin ed and I rose my eye brows. "I made some thing for you." Louis announced.

"Really?" I replied excitedly "what?" I asked him.

"A bracelet!" Louis told me. "a friend ship bracelet," he added "yours is light pink and mine is light blue." he said while handing me the light pink bracelet. It was braided and had a small heart with his initial, 'L',  and my initial, together.

"Do you like them?" he asked me while looking worried, as if I would not like this sweet gift.

"Louis I loved them!" I laughed and hugged him.

present time 

"Ow," I muttered to my self as the metal of my bracelet pressed on to my skin. It was Louis' bracelet. The metal heart with both our initials had gotten a little hot be cause of the sudden heat and I had been playing with it very often. Side effects of missing him, I guess.

"Y/n?" I heard some body ask and I jumped up, looking away from my script and pushing my hair out of my eyes.

"Zendaya?" I asked her as she came to sit be side me. I had finished training for the day and was now on a bench out side of Louis and I's room rehearsing. It had now been a full week of training, and five days since Louis and I had our argument. I didn't know what to think at this point. I wasn't really keen on seeing him be cause I didn't think he wanted to see me. And I was still so confused. So the two of us had not spoken a word to each other, and managed to not make every one else to suspicious.

"What's wrong with you and Louis?" she asked me, completely blunt.

Or maybe not.

"N-nothing, what do you mean?" I asked her, stuttering, while pricking my nails.

"I mean," she smirked at my response, trailing out the word "that you and Louis seemed really close for a couple of days and all of a sudden you won't even speak to one an other." Zendaya tells me.

"Do you think every one else has noticed as well?" I mutter, not wanting to seem un professional or any thing of that sort.

"Well I don't think that they are blind..." she replies honestly and I sigh. "So, that brings me back to my question, what's wrong? What happened?" she asks as I take a deep breath, hesitating on whether I should explain it all or not

"It is kind of complicated..." I say and she chuckles at my response.

"I really do not care," Zendaya says, beginning to reply "just tell me every single thing." she says while looking at me.

So I do.

"Now where to begin," I reply to her, chuckling at my Enola Holmes' reference. 

I tell her every single thing, as she asked for. I tell her about me moving to London, Louis and I some how becoming really close, the friend ship bracelets ( which she noticed I was still wearing despite Louis and I not being on speaking terms ). I proceeded to explain to Zendaya me dating Nick, Louis kissing me, him ignoring me for a week, then him ending our friend ship.

You know the story.

I feel like I have had every thing that happened replay in my head count less times at this point, and it's exhausting. How ever Zendaya is a good listener. 

"Wow," she gushes as I finish talking, feeling like I may have bored her to death.

"Wow indeed." I reply to her while sighing.

"Well listen," Zendaya begins  "it sucks you went through all that but I really think he still has feelings for you." she tells me and my jaw practically drops on to the floor.

"WHAT?" I basically shout, hoping no one else heard me. "First of all," I start "what do you mean still?" I ask. "He never had feelings for me.  Second of all," I continue, "he doesn't. If he did he could be honest with me for like two seconds.

"Y/n," Zendaya begins giggling at my reacting, sort of like an older sister which I found sweet. "you do realised he kissed you, right?" she raises her eye brows at me. 

"I mean yes obviously-" I begin and she interrupts me, continuing to try and prove her self right.

"Exactly! Obviously."  she repeats my remark. "he kissed you and probably felt guilty because your dating some one. But now you are both single and you are maybe getting close again...?" Zenaya suggests and I raise my eye brows, knowing what's she going to say yes. "Maybe you will be come more than friends," she winks and before I can reply Louis runs up to us.

author speaks

this was short :(

ill upload again tmrw

have a good day

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