No Dreams

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"You can be strong and brave while still struggling with mental health."

Have you ever lived your life without a dream goal?. Perhaps not?.

Back in second grade when teachers asked me, "Who do you want to be when you grow up?" I would raise up my hand earnestly eager to answer.

"A doctor" I would answer proudly swelling up in happiness.

By the time I grew up I faced plenty of insecurities. My anxiety level would rise up in every situation and I fell into major panic attacks.

Before I knew I was in middle school. School life was like a rollercoaster filled with so many ups and downs.

Well, unpredictable things happen in the most unpredictable ways.

After some time I lost the desire for a dream goal. I felt I just chose it because that was the choice of so many other kids. I felt empty and I didn't feel happy either.

I waited for a chance for an opportunity. I always followed my heart, but unfortunately I never found a dream.

That put me into a nasty depression state. I felt weak. I was  weird and childish I felt ashamed for that.

With that came up exam stress my mother wanted me to repeat one year because I earned low grades for maths but our academic coordinator wanted me to continue.

He gave me wise words and many more wise tips. My parents constant support and my grandparents love kept me strong.

My friends support kept my spirits high.

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