Troublemaker (everlark)

Truth part 3

Katniss pov

We are watching taken 2 on netflix and and we just finished eatting , i have no idea what I'm going to do , all i know is that I'm not having sex with him , i was just a bet, he never loved me , he used me .

I look at him thinking as he watches the movie and i see his head turn to me and smile at me and i feel myself falling for his perfect smile but i hold my shit together and smile back and pull the blanket over us higher.

Peeta bites his lip as we look at each other and he starts to leans in and kisses me and i feel them sparks i always feel and i just want to forget about what I heard and let him kiss me and pleasure me but i don't i just kiss back gently not putting much effort in to it.
After a few minutes the kiss is started get heated and i don't think i will be able to stop myself if i carry on , but what do i do and say?
" I know about the bet" i blurt out in the middle of the kiss , wow i pick the best moments .

I look at him and his eyes are wide and he is blushing.

" What have you heard?" Peeta asks calmly I could tell he is was guilty.

" Just that at the beginning of the year you made a bet to steal my virginity and you didn't back down and here we are and your about to win that bet ... tell me it isn't true" i say looking down hoping it was all fake.

" I have been trying to tell you ever since we started dating and i told the boys I don't want to do it" peeta says places his hand on mine but i move it away not wanting to be touch by him.

" You used me , you didn't change your just a player like my mom said you were , you don't love me " i say telling myself the truth which makes tears start to fall out my eyes and i stand up and turn my back to him.

" No , no , no katniss i love you so much it was a stupid bet but i fell for you and called the bet off " peeta says coming behind me and wrapping his arms around my waist which makes me cry harder .

" Peeta I don't trust you and how is a relationship meant to carry on with no trust " i say quietly hating what was coming out my mouth and moved away from his arms.

" Katniss don't do this i love you" peeta begs i can tell he was crying now , which broke my heart.

" Peeta I love you too but I can't trust you and thats leads us nowhere" i say as i cry and turn to Peeta to see tears falling out his eyes.

" Please baby i will prove my trust again I will do whatever you want please don't do this " peeta begs and I sniff as i cried a river.

" We need to break up Peeta , I'm sorry. You lied and you were going to use my body for a bet" i cry and keep my eyes on his.

" katniss no i love you " peeta cries and holds my waist again it was hard enough as it is.

" Peeta go , I don't want to see you " i say looking in to his blue glossy eyes they looked so heart broken but she was more broken inside , she was the one who was lied to .

Peeta nods and I wipe my tears away trying to stay brave , but he comes closes to me and kisses my forehead and i feel his soft perfect lips against my skin and he looks at me as he cries and walks out slowly grabbing his bag.

I looked at the door as he left , leaving my life . I tried to tell myself this was a good thing and that he was just using me but half me begged for him , begging for his lips and his safe touch and to hold me .
I drop to the floor in the corner once he left and hugged my legs and cried , cried my heart out , cried for him , I missed him already.

" we broke up" I text the girls not putting any kisses or anything , instantly my phone light up.

Annie - omg sweetie are you okay😢 xxx

Johanna - it was for the best brainless 😛 xxx

Clove - you have him out your life now you hook up with anyone , enjoy freedom xxxxx

Glimmer - tell me everything in school on Monday xxx😛😛😛😛

I looked at the texts and sighed I didn't want to forget him , but I had to stay strong and prove I'm not just a piece in his bet!