Dear Sam

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Dear Sam,

I really miss you.

It's been months since we last talked.

You're never online anymore,

and it's been months since we last fought.

I know we both said some things that we regret.

But i think that we can power through.

I was locked inside a box,

but that all changed when I met you.

But now that you're not here

it's been kind of hard to manage life.

The bullies have gotten worse at school.

Probably thier own domestic strife.

And i have no one to vent to

because you were my go-to-girl.

I must have messaged you like a million times by now,

but it seems you've left my world.

Or maybe it's just me.

Maybe I should be more patient.

Can't wait for you to get online

so I can tell you how my day went.

Okay, Sam I really need you.

It's been a few more months.

My dad's started drinking again,

and his words equal his punch.

I started taking depression pills

for this horrible sensation

i've been feeling since my mother died.

Guess God was on vacation.

Why won't you answer my calls?

I don't know what's going on.

Are you okay?

Or have you just up and gone?

I can't take this anymore

so this is your last chance to try and change my mind.

Because if not, tonight's the night.

Because if not you'll soon find.

My lifeless corpse.

Hanging cold upon the tree

outside my house. Through the news.

Sam i beg you please.

Just answer.

It's all I really need.

Please. Now.

Sam?

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