Noah Schnapp x female imagines

scared- noah schnapp

YOUR POV:

me and noah have been dating for two and a half months now, it's been amazing.

we've been to the same school since 5th grade but had never spoken to eachother, i still had a massive crush on him, then about 5 months ago we started talking and became friends.

he asked me out, we went to prom together, i came to atlanta with him to film stranger things, we went into new york city for new year's eve and stayed in a hotel together.

now we are back in atlanta so he can film the second half of stranger things.

my best friend is called lily, we met eachother when we were 2 and have grown up together.
she also goes to my school, she was the only one to know about my crush on noah. we've been there for eachother since we became friends. she's my ride or die.

now about me. i sing, act, and do tiktok. i've won an award for best teenage actress in america (or wherever you live) and i've won other awards with the shows and productions i've been in.

anywayyyyy.

me and noah are in atlanta like i said, lily is also here. she's in a hotel room next to ours with a door connecting our rooms. she's out getting starbucks for us at the minute though.

"i'm gonna get changed" i say and kiss noahs cheek before standing up off the bed.

"okay baby, me too. i'll change in the bathroom you change in here" he says also standing up, leaving a small kiss on my forehead then getting clothes and walking into the bathroom.

i go to the closet and get out one of noahs hoodies and my pj shorts, it's 8pm so it's not like we will be going out anywhere. we planned to just have a netflix and chill night.

i get changed quickly, a few minutes later noah walks out the bedroom in a hoodie and sweats.

he gives me a smile and walks into the kitchen to get a glass of water.

i drop the sock that i'm holding on to the floor, so i go to pick it up, but when i stand back up i turn around and almost bump into noah. (you know when people are right behind you and you almost bump into them? yeah that)

our faces are awfully close.

he slowly starts leaning in, leaving a long kiss on my lips. i start kissing back, him wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer.

he licks my bottom lip asking for an entrance which i give, he then slowly lays me down on the bed behind me, getting on top of me not breaking the kiss.

he pulls away and takes his shirt off, aswell as mine, then starts kissing me once again.

he slowly starts to kiss down my neck, at the same time slowly gliding his hands down my shorts.

i freeze when he does that. i start tensing up. the thing is i was raped when i was 13. i know it was awhile ago but i get scared when someone touches me. only my family and lily knows about that.

"noah stop.." i say getting uncomfortable. i know he would never make me do something i didn't want to do. but i can't help but feel uncomfortable and scared right now.

he pulls away looking down at me, not removing his hands.

i push him off me and start getting my hoodie on.

"what's wrong?" noah asks rubbing my back trying to catch his breath.

my eyes are teary, ready to just break down remember the experience from when i was 13.

i stand up and walk into the bathroom slamming the door behind me.

i lock it then slide down the wall breaking down in tears.

i make my way to the cupboard under the sink, opening the door and pulling out some leggings.

when we first got here, me and katie put some sweatpants, leggings, pads, and tampons, stuff like that in the bathroom cupboard incase one of us got our period infront of anyone.

i change into the leggings quickly, no i'm not on my period i just want to go meet katie outside so i don't have to face noah, and i don't want to wear my pj shorts in public.

i text katie to ask if she can meet me outside the hotel room so i don't have to wait in the bedroom where noah is.

she agrees and i sit in the bathroom crying whilst waiting for her.

a couple minutes later i get a text from lily saying she's outside.

i inhale sharply, then unlocking the door and walking out the bathroom to reveal noah sat on the bed staring blankly at the wall.

"babe what's wrong? did i make you upset? why are you crying?" noah asks rushing over to me and trying to hug me.

i push him away and walk out the door ignoring him.

i shut the door and see lily stood there with her phone in her hand.

"what's wrong boo?" she asks running over to me and hugging me tight.

i hug back and cry into her shoulder.

"shh boo hey it's okay it's okay, tell me what's wrong?" lily said brushing her fingers through my hair not pulling away from the hug.

"noah- we were making out and he put his hands down my pants and-" she cuts me off.
"aww it's okay i understand, don't say anymore it'll make you worse. it's okay let it all out" she says.

i cry into her shoulder.

i hear the hotel room door open, indicating noah is stood there.

my back is facing him as i'm hugging lily, lily is the one facing him.

"what happened?" noah asks.

"do you want me to tell him?" lily asks me.

i nod into her shoulder not letting go.

"she was raped when she was 13, when you put your hands down her pants it reminded her of that" she says to noah, playing with my hair.

it goes dead silent for a minute.

i pull away from lily and walk past noah who is in the doorway, laying down on our bed.

"um i'll go to my room" lily says and goes to her room.

noah stands there for a second before coming in the room shutting the door.

he walks over to me and lays next to me.

"i'm sorry princess, i didn't mean to make you feel that way. i had no idea that happened to you. you should never have to feel uncomfortable or scared or nervous around me babe. i'd never do anything to you. please forgive me" he says pulling me close.

"it's okay. i forgive you" i mumble into his chest, my eyelids getting heavy.

"i love you" he says quietly leaving a kiss on my hair.

"i love you too" i mumble into his chest before falling into a deep sleep.

a/n: not proof read! hope you enjoyed!