Too Shocked to Notice

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Marcy's POV

Have you ever heard some news that was unbelievable. Well I've just experienced it. When the doctor told me that I was having a baby, I was shocked. I couldn't get a grip. I didn't have a feeling. I was frozen. Tyler hugged me and to,d me everything was gonna be ok. But what if it wasn't. What if I couldn't graduate, or I couldn't fit into my clothes. What if I got called fat. It wasn't fair. We used protection. Good things should happen to good people. We were cautious.

When the doctor told us, Tyler's jaw dropped. He didn't understand. The doctor left us to talk. "What do we do?"

"We can keep it."

"Well, that's my obvious descision. I wouldn't give up my baby to someone else or death."

"Mar, I know. It's just crazy. I never imagined being a dad at this young of an age."

"Tyler we aren't teens. We can support ourselves, we'll make it."

"What is the plan of attack here?"

"It's a baby. Not a battlefield. There is no plan. We go along with what the doctor has."

"What are we gonna tell my parents?"

"What am I gonna tell my brother?"

"I don't know. We'll figure it out though." Tyler said as he kissed my cheek. I felt my stomach. I couldn't believe there was a baby in there. It was crazy. Maybe this happened for a reason. Maybe we were supposed to have a baby. Whatever reason, this baby is not a mistake. I just wanted to love her (or him) sooner.

Tyler's POV

It's crazy. Im gonna be a dad at 22. I am kind of excited in a way. I want to give my little puncake a good family. I believe that's me, Marcy and the rest of our family. I told Marcy, "Our little puncake it ze oven." She didn't get it. I told her that it meant she was pregnant. She kind of gave me a "shut the hell up" look. I don't think she wants this. I do.

With everything going on, which is nothing,we could raise a baby. I'll be out of college next month, Mar can finish her degree and I could take care of the kid. Then we'd switch roles. Only I would be going to work. I don't know, it's just the idea of having a baby. I wanted a girl. It would be nice to have a girl. Actually, a baby healthy would be great also.I guess in a way it's scary. Yes, it wasn't planned but why should that matter? It's not like we would ditch her (or him). I knew I'd instantly love her (or him). I just knew one thing, we needed to tell our families.

I called my mom after we found out. We were on the way home. Marcy was driving. Her face was glowing. Wait, I'm on crack, it's always glowing. When my mom answered the phone, I said, "Mom, we have a surprise!"

"Another one?"

"Yeah, I need you to guess though."

"You guys have a date set for the wedding."

"Nope, try again."

"You are getting a puppy."

"I wish, it's something like that."

"Marcy's pregnant." Those words hit me. Reality came into play a little.

"Yeah. She is."

"This baby wasn't planned was it?"

"Nope..."

"Tyler, all I beg of you is don't leave her. We can chat later."

"Yeah we'll chat later."

"I'll text you."

"I'll respond." I wouldn't ever leave Marcy. We may have a rough patch but why leave? I helped create this baby so I need to help support it. We stopped a the gas station while I thought. I offered to go in, Marcy said she wanted a water. I bought water, Gatorade, and some pretzels. We shared the pretzels. We needed to break the silence. I guess we were both still so shocked. It wasn't the pregnancy thing, it was the fact that we were protected. We used a candom, my own term for the word, Marcy was on birth control but she took the pills irregularly.

When we got home, Marcy took out a notebook. "What are you doing?" I asked.

"I'm planning."

"Planning?"

"Yes, planning. How will I finish school when you work? How will we support it. There's so many things we need to plan."

"Didn't you tell me we were not going to plan."

"I take it back. I need to know how this is going to work."

"Babe," I said walking over to her, I kissed her and put my hands on her stomach, "the only thing we need to worry about is rest. Go take a nap then we'll figure it out."

"You're right, like always." She said smiling. She walked to the bedroom and lied down. I texted my mom. I said, "Ok, I would never leave her. I didn't say anything in the car because I didn't want to stress out Marcy."

She called me. "Hello?" I picked up.

"Tyler, I never said you would. I just said don't. That's the last thing we need. With Marcy not having parents, she needs all the support she can get. Think about it, how would that baby feel without his/her's father?"

"That baby would be devastated, kinda like Mar."

"Exactly my point." I saw where she was coming from. My mother also lost one of her parents. Except it was her mother. Her mom walked out because she was too much to handle. The thing is, she was still married to my grandpa. She got married again and the last thing I heard was that she had another kid. My mom and her sister, I think, have never met. It was heart wrenching. I couldn't do that to my baby.

Marcy's POV

I was lying down. It was nice to rest. It has been stressful. Just to hear the words, "You're pregnant." Reality really came in afterwards. I wouldn't be able to work out as much anymore, yes I'm athletic, I like basketball. I can't eat as much as I want. And so on. It's gonna be okay. We'll be okay. Tyler will stock with me, I'll be okay. I won't stretch my stomach as much. I won't have stretch marks. Yes that's my concern, no stretch marks, I didn't know what to be scared of. I guess Im just scared of everything.

Tyler seems frightened. Not scared, frightened. That's ok though. He has the right to be. We weren't planning a baby. It was far from now. For my paper, I saw myself having a baby in ten years, not now. It'll be good. I'm ll throw a shower and tweet that I'm pregnant and Instagram my belly. It'll be good. I'm just..... Scared. That's all. It is just scary. I thought that maybe, I might as well book a sonogram appointment.

I called the doctor, and made an appointment for next week on Friday at 10. I was a little excited to see my baby but scared... LIKE I HAVE SAId A MILLION TIMES. What was I going to do. I had to tell my brother he had to know.....

A/N- Guys I know I said I'd wait to update. But I can't. Hope you enjoy. Ok. This seriously, I'm gonna actually wait until Saturday to update again... Maybe tonight. This was a filler chapter. I can't wait for good stuff to happen:)

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